i feel
like
I'm
losing
everything
and
i just
can't
Doesn't it suck when you can't even text one of your best
friends because you feel like you would bother them.
I can't remember the last time
i looked into your eyes. it feels like an eternity. i think
about you all the time and for some reason i can't stop.
it's like a tide that keeps coming back to the shore, only
to be sent off again. the thing is i can't always be there
when you want me to. i can't keep loving you, it's
keeping me on my toes and staring at the ceiling at night. soon
enough i'm going to collapse from my lack of sleep. i
don't know how to keep going without you though. i should
not be thinking about you that much, yet here i am, saying your
name over and over in my head. why won't i forget you?
where does the time go? it's been so long already, and here
i am still swooning at the thought of your name. you can't
keep looking at me like you do. you can't keep coming into
my life when you want to, then dissipating when you feel like
it. just keep me alive, keep your eyes open, look at me and
breathe. keep me within your grip, and take me when you want
me. i want you darling, ain't it obvious? just look at me.
look at me and tell me that everything is going to be alright.
because right now, i'm losing sleep and losing my mind.
and all i can do is wish for you.
and all i can do is wish for you.
I can't anymore.
I'm moving
on.
That
doesn't mean it doesn't still hurt
it means that
it hurts too much to stay.
I'm moving
on
because
I'm finally seeing you for who you really are.
And I
don't like who I see.
I'm moving
on
because the
one I love isn't here anymore. Hes Changed into something
horrid.
I'm moving
on
because I
deserve better
and the longer
I take the more I turn bitter.
I'm moving
on
because life
works in ways you never see coming.
