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So this is my non-permanent goodbye?

I don't come on here much anymore. I just don't have the time for it and I'm no longer into making quotes. But I wanted to say goodbye. And thank you. Thank you guys for giving me a place in the world for a little while. You guys gave me a home and made me feel wanted when no one else really did. And I can't thank you enough for it or tell you how much I love you all.

I might be back, I might not.
I love you all!
I'm staring at the bedsheets, trying to find a lie.
Because the truth is choking me. And I'm praying
to God that you don't see how afraid I am. You're
looking for something that I'm not entirely sure
is there, and I'm searching for the words to 
keep you there, in the moment that stretched on forever.
I tend to hide my unhappinesses from others. I keep them tucked away until they start to unravel themselves, until they really get to me. Then I talk about them and people don't seem to know how to respond. Most of my friends seem shocked, as though they think I should always be chipper and blissfully content with my life no matter what. But when that happens, I have music and God to help me. The Lord is always there to listen, always there to comfort me and help me figure out what to do next. And music helps a lot too, certain songs can help me feel better, and help me to clear my head and such.

 

"I can't stress to you enough how much I can relate to teens being cyberbullied. Something that helps me is looking at old videos of me and my friends from middle school, or videos of my family. I love watching funny videos of my favorite people - it really cheers me up."

 

Sometimes I wish life was black and white, systematic, straight forward, methodical... But it's not, because the line between good and bad is so very blurred. I could ask you to define morality but would you be able to define it in such a way that all 7 billlion humans or so all concious, thinking minds on the earth will agree with your definition? Probably not.
 

Do you ever feel like you truly worry too much? Like you worry about your cat when it's been outside for two days and it's cold and rainy out..? And about your friends? And about your family? And about when the he.ll you're going to start getting somewhere in life? And about a bunch of other things? I do..... And I hate how much I worry about stuff sometimes. Because when the things I worry about going wrong do go wrong....then I feel worse.. But luckily my worries usually turn out to be wrong, and everything's alright. So the good usually outweighs the bad, but the bad still really really sucks..
you don't get it. i'm not sad and miserable all the time. i have this deep feeling inside me that takes all of these emotions at once and mushes them all together to create something i can't exactly describe. i'm suffocating in my own body. i can actually feel myself slipping away. i can be surrounded by so many wonderful people and have this feeling that no one even wants me there and that i'm a burden. so i isolate myself from everyone and keep them all at a certain distance so i don't end up getting hurt. but that doesn't work. i hurt anyway. i hurt all the time and i don't know why. i'm forced into this skin that isn't mine. i've tried cutting my way out releasing whatever there is inside but it always comes back and i don't understand. i just know i'm not 'sad and miserable.'
Why give up, why give in?
It's not enough, it never is.
So I will go on until the end.
We've become desolate.
It's not enough, it never is.
But I will go on until the end.

If only


you'd understand

That awkward   moment when


*Enter entire life story*
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