im CRYing I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE FOR AT LEAST TWO
YEARs AND EVERYTHING IS SO CRINGE AND HORRIBLE MY ACCOUNT IS
TERRIBLE I WANT TO DIE IS THIS WHAT HELL LOOKS LIKE JFC
You are my sunshine,
my only sunshine.
You hit me with small amounts
of radiation on a daily basis that
may lead me to cancerous death.
~Dalton Rapattoni
my only sunshine.
You hit me with small amounts
of radiation on a daily basis that
may lead me to cancerous death.
~Dalton Rapattoni
so,
apparently
even
tho at
17 you
need
an adult
with
you
to go
to the
doctor's
because
you
aren't
an adult,
you're
adult
enough
to be
charged
$301
for
that
appointment
and
have
it haunt
you and
your
credit
score
years
later
when
you're
an actual
adult.
I hate
when
people
I hate
have
nicer
things
than
me.
especially
when
I have
to work
for
my crappy
version
and
all
they
have
to do
is pillowtalk
their
boyfriend.
I'm
a bitter
person.
so, I have come to the conclusion that work is making me
lose my mind. apparently things I think happened two days ago was
last month. I'm so tired. send help.
☁
☁
fly
fly
and forget what it felt like to fall
☁
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jimmy365
work is getting so stressful for me.
"that's life" and "that's work" is all I'm
being told and like... I get it, I do, but
I shouldn't have to be scared to go in
to work because my boss might decide
she doesn't like me that day for no good
reason. because she does that. the other
day she told my coworkes I don't have
much common sense. like who does
that? I have plenty. but my manager
didn't train me. so there are a lot of
stupid questions I ask, so I don't get
in trouble for doing something wrong.
it's an anxiety thing. and being called
stupid is the one thing I just can't stand.
because I can be stupid, we all can.
but I'm not stupid in general, you know?
"that's life" and "that's work" is all I'm
being told and like... I get it, I do, but
I shouldn't have to be scared to go in
to work because my boss might decide
she doesn't like me that day for no good
reason. because she does that. the other
day she told my coworkes I don't have
much common sense. like who does
that? I have plenty. but my manager
didn't train me. so there are a lot of
stupid questions I ask, so I don't get
in trouble for doing something wrong.
it's an anxiety thing. and being called
stupid is the one thing I just can't stand.
because I can be stupid, we all can.
but I'm not stupid in general, you know?
so, where I live people just love to illegally ride 4 wheelers on
the road. they always stir up my dogs and drive back and forth and
refuse to stop when we try to get them. today, my puppy that wasnt
even a year old, got hit and died. he's usually very good at not
going down to the road. except when it comes to people riding 4
wheelers ILLEGALLY. it's loud and they usually go slow enough to
alarm the dogs and they start to chase. i feel like such crap. i
wanted them to be put in the pen but everyone refuses to do so. and
i havent spent much time with him since he was born- and even when
i have, it always consisted of him and his brother playing on my
bed around me. especially lately because of work. and now i have
his brother and im going to spend more time with him. and that
makes me feel worse because Pi would have loved more time with me.
he would have loved to sleep in my bed with me more. he was so
loving. and i didnt really do that with him because he had his
brother and they were always playing outside and i was always
working or sleeping. all i can think of is his sad puppy eyes
looking at me from outside the door, wanting me to come play or him
to come inside to play and its breaking my heart. i didnt deserve
him.
