I'm tired of you dancing on the outskirts of my
affection and I can't decide if I'll ever forgive you but you
never come round here anymore anyway. I've gotten too jaded to
make my lost loves creative and I can't decide if I'll ever
forget to but no one reads poetry anymore anyway
Just imagine becoming
the way you used to be as a very young child, before you
understood the meaning of any word, before opinions took over
your mind. The real you is loving, joyful, and free. The real you
is just like a flower, just like the wind, just like the ocean,
just like the sun.
Imagine you could live forever. Imagine you could travel the stars. Imagine you had the time and resources to complete any project. How big would you think? What would you do with your time? Would your artistic expression expand? What would be the scale of your canvas? Would you seed planets with life? Would you tweak your little gardens and watch them grow for millions of years? Would you travel from one to the other, checking in every 10,000 years or so, to see how things are going?
dont let little stupid
things break your
happiness
tHIS IS MY
KIGDOM COME...
Long Imagine - A Sequel to This Is Us
Part 2
The next part that featured me heavily was when Harry went back home. Harry and I often spend a lot of time together at his parents place in Cheshire. For his parents, he auditioned for The X Factor UK at 16 and never came home. For my parents, I met Harry Styles at 16 and basically moved to London and toured the world with him. Since he doesn't get that much time off we spend a lot of it with his family.
Anne was being asked about what it was like to have me and Harry back home. She said, "It's lovely to have them both here, again. When Harry first told me he was bringing home a teenage girl, I wasn't worried, I knew he wouldn't do that unless he truly cared for her. Robin was a bit worried though, when we first met here she was only 16. It's a big step to take at that age, and it's completely different from what Harry went through at that age, but she fit right in." It showed a clip of Harry and I sitting on the couch, curled up in a blanket watching a movie. Anne continued, "She seemed completely comfortable here when she first arrived. She and Harry came for dinner, then stayed the night, she woke up the next morning and just came into the kitchen wearing shorts and one of Harry's shirts." Then it cut to Harry saying, "She does that a lot. If it's a cooler morning, she tends to just pick one of my shirts out of my closet or even off the floor sometimes and put it on." Then it showed me and Harry in the kitchen cooking dinner, he was wearing a pair of running shorts and I was wearing a pair of boxers and a sports bra. We were goofing off and making a mess, it cut to Robin saying, "She acts just like any other teenager. There are days when she and Harry walk around the house the entire day fresh out of bed. They figure, if they're not leaving the house they don't need to put a shirt on." Then it cut to me putting plates on the table, breakfast time. Anne was saying, "Sometimes I wake up and find her in the kitchen making breakfast. She always offers some to me and the rest of the family, then makes it for everyone else before serving herself." I said, "I like to do things for them, I just hate staying with family or anyone and not helping out. They've been so welcoming, I need to do something. They let their [at the time] 19 year old son bring home some 16 year old American girl, to their home in England. They've let me stay whenever I wanted ever since." Then it cut to all of us, Robin, Anne, Gemma, Harry and I walking around outside and just talking. Gemma said, "It's refreshing, I don't think he's ever had a girl over [especially since The X Factor] that hasn't tried to impress the family. She acts totally normal around us as if we were her family, which makes it a whole lot easier to welcome her as if she was part of our family."
Long Imagine - A Sequel to This Is Us
Part 1
The boys had a sequel to their movie, This Is Us, that was launching with their new book, Who We Are. Since Harry and I had been dating for awhile and I was on the entire Where We Are Tour with them, I happened to be a pretty big feature. So big in fact, the interviews they did for the movie had things to do with me, and I was even interviewed.
One of the first scenes that was about the boys' personal lives, had to do with my relationship with all of them. It started with Zayn, he talked about how he and I would always chill and sometimes we would even draw together. He said, "Yeah, when I found out she had a sketch book, I was like, c'mon you gotta show me." Then it showed a clip of both of us goofing off and drawing cartoons of the other boys. It cut to me saying, "It took a bit of coaxing, but eventially I did show Zayn my sketch book, it was cool." Next was Liam, he said, "She's great to be around, and she's very fit. She and I actually go to the gym together whenever we can." It showed a clip of me and Liam going for a run, then it showed us in a gym working out. It cut to me saying, "Liam and I have always gone to the gym together, we used to go together when we were both in London." Next was Louis, it showed us goofing off and just running around doing stupid things together back stage. He said, "She's a lovely girl, if you don't konw her you would never guess she's only 17. She's so mature and poised, but we do like to have a bit of fun on tour." Then I said, "Louis definitely brings out a bit of my wilder, mischievious side...to say the least." Next was Niall, "She's one of my best mates, on and off tour. She can act just like the lads, and she gets along so great with all of us." Then I said, "Niall is my best friend. He and I have quite a bit in common and there's never been a time where I didn't want to hang out with him." It showed me and Niall going to the beach together and running around in the sand. Finally, it was Harry's turn. He said, "I'm so glad she gets on with all the other guys, I don't know what I would do if she didn't. It's weird, even though she's American, having her around is like having a piece of home with me all the time." Then I said, "I love spending time with Harry. When we're on tour we try and get in date nights when we can." Then it showed a clip from my birthday where Harry and I went out to lunch since they had a show that night. Then it showed a few clips of things the boys and I had all done together. When I crashed their show rehersal with the choreographer, I just jumped in and said, "Guest appearance!" then started doing weird dance moves with them. When Liam said, "Meet in my room, 10am tomorrow?" to all of us, because we liked to spend relaxed mornings together. Then the boys were chilling in Liam's room in their boxers or sweats, straight out of bed, Harry and I came in, he was in his boxers, I was wearing shorts and a sports bra. When we were all on the tour bus sprawled out on the couches talking. When we were in the dressing room after a show laying wherever we could, fast asleep.
