Here's to the kids that wish they never made the first cut. I'm so
sorry. Because I know what it is. Cutting..... Its an addiction.
Its a disease, a distraction, a last resort. Once you start its a
battle with yourself to stop. You'll do anything to see that blood,
feel that burn. It will be all you can think about but then after
you regret the cut, but you always seem to do it again because even
though you regret it after you crave it before, and once the cuts
start to heal you'll go just a little deeper with that cold metal,
you want to forget the pain a little longer. I'm sorry that you'll
now have to lie almost ever day about why you wear long sleeves And
don't go swimming, I'm sorry you have to fake that smile every
single day and that you have to say your okay when all you really
want to do is scream for help. I'm sorry your in a war with
yourself. I'm sorry because I've been there and I know what your
going to go through. I've been there. Its not easy. But always
remember I'm here, whether I know you or you live 10000 miles away,
I will be there. You are not alone. Remember that when that blade
is whispering your name I'm screaming at the top of my lungs for
you to put it down. Don't make that first cut, and if you have take
a moment. Remember you were put on this earth for a reason. You are
meant for greatness, you can get through this look at what you've
managed to get through already. And to those of you thinking
cutting is stupid or not serious, it is serious whether its just
little scratches that barley bring blood or gashing cuts all over
that persons body its serious. Its not stupid, what's stupid is
that people like you push people to the point where they feel
there's no way out. I'm not trying to sound like I know everything
but Ive been there and I want you to know that I'm here. No matter
what time of night or day put down the blade and talk. Everything
will be okay. Live your life that your blessed to have.