my ex deleted and
blocked me from his facebook. i know i shouldnt be upset. we
broke up months ago. he was a douche. i dumped him. it was long
distance and he replaced me quickly. but i still hurt. i miss his
smile. i miss when he was so sweet when we first started talking.
i miss his 'i love you's' and our video chats. i miss
our ten hour phone calls. i miss staying up late just to talk to
him. i miss his "bedtime stories" and his lame
ducklips. i miss his lame jokes. i miss when he actually treated
me right. I miss his horrible serenades, and his teasing. i miss
the memories more than the person.
I fell for someone I never should have.
I fell for his laugh and the way he gets confused about everything.
I fell for the way his hand fell perfectly into mine.
I fell for his eyes and the way they never fully open unless he's showing me how red they are after he's been smoking.
I fell for the way he walks and how slow he walks.
I fell for his intellegence and his humbleness when he doesn't realize just how smart he is.
I fell for the way he's so passionate about the things he cares about and loves.
I fell for the way he looks in his favorite sweatpants and sweatshrit.
I fell for the way he tells me about all those other girls and I can't help but be jealous. (And of course, he knows I am jealous.)
I fell for the way he loves and cares despite it never woking out in his favor.
I fell for the way he cares for his mother, family and friends and beliefs more than anything in this world.
I fell for someone I shouldn't have fallen for.
I fell for someone that will probably never see me the way I see him.
I fell for him even when I swore I wouldn't.
I'm in love with him for him. He's absolutely ridiculously
adorably dorky, and I can be silly and myself around him. No
faking needed. He just makes me super happy. The immense strength
is a plus. The good looks are a plus. He's just amazing.
There
are so many questions in my head
Do you miss me?
Do you think about me?
Before you go to bed do you replay our conversations?
Do you ever look at your phone and wish to get a text from me?
Do you replay our memories over in your head?
Do you get emotional when you hear someone say my name?
Do you think about me whenever you hear a love song?
Well let me tell you something
I miss you like crazy
I think about you every second of the day
I replay our conversation before I go to bed
I look at my phone all the time waiting for a text from you
Our memories always replay in my head
When I hear someone say your name I get emotional and get said
And every single love song I hear I think about me
It's not easy for me to forget about you
How did you do it so easily?
Do you miss me?
Do you think about me?
Before you go to bed do you replay our conversations?
Do you ever look at your phone and wish to get a text from me?
Do you replay our memories over in your head?
Do you get emotional when you hear someone say my name?
Do you think about me whenever you hear a love song?
Well let me tell you something
I miss you like crazy
I think about you every second of the day
I replay our conversation before I go to bed
I look at my phone all the time waiting for a text from you
Our memories always replay in my head
When I hear someone say your name I get emotional and get said
And every single love song I hear I think about me
It's not easy for me to forget about you
How did you do it so easily?
Falling
in love
more
means
missing
him
more.
..i miss you..
It's night's like these that I miss him the most. The nights he
tells me about his bike rides. How he can see every star in the sky
from his roof. The nights when his beautiful vulnerability shows.
When he actually shows his feelings and doubts. When I can tell he
really cares and isn't just lying like the others. It's night's
like these that I just wanna lay next to him and talk about nothing
while staring at the stars. I miss him so much it hurts.
What if there's still a chance?
