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I'm missing you so damn much lately. ): I can't stop crying.. I don't even know how to move forward, I just can't.
Rest In Heaven my best friend who is now my beautiful guardian Angel, Shayla Rose Story.
*Goes
on Tumblr*
*Searches up Fandom*
*Drowns in feels*
*Searches up Fandom*
*Drowns in feels*
Okay.
I REALLY need help and I figured all of you could help
me. So here it goes.
So I
really like this boy in 8th grade. I am in 7th grade. So anyway
my 8th grade friend Grace is like friends with him so she was
trying to ask him if he wanted to go to this dance with me on
Friday night. She could not do it so she asked Jared, his best
friend and my best guy friend who is like my brother, to do it. He asked him on the bus if
he would go out with me (when we told him not to!) And then the
boy told him that he
was Probably not but he was gonna think about it. We have no way
to talk to this boy until Wednesday and I need to know a way to
make sure he says yes. Help please!!!! Thanks!
This bitçh. I'm so nice to her. I actually try to talk
to her, to be her friend. I get her a birthday present, no hug, no
thank you, just "ok give it to me" and a grab and go. She
sits at my lunch table, all my friends like her, so I have to see
her everyday; those friends that are actually friends at my lunch
table are the only ones who accept me for who I am. All seven of
those girls at that lunch table were invited to her birthday party.
She told them, specifically word for word "promise me you
won't tell Isabelle" yeah fûck off we both know
I'm not that stupid. I have at least two friends who went who
tolerate me enough not to hate me and keep it from me.
So tell me, why don't you like me? Is it because I'm different than you? Because I'm not as obsessed about Disney and being absolutely perfect as you? Because I do make mistakes and I'm actually proud of it? Because my grades aren't my first worry in the world?
Why do you belittle me? Why do you make me feel worthless, unwanted, stupid, depressed, like I want to fûcking kill myself every time you put me down? I've been but down before, multiple times, no problem. But you, oh sweetie, you are the only one who makes sure it actually gets to me, who makes sure it actually burns.
CONFESSION TIME: yeah all of the teachers don't like you as much as you say, it's extremly obvious. You're not that pretty <<<who the frick would be creeped out by someone telling them that two days in a row, I mean you were WTF?!?!?!<<<. If school was taken away from you, you would probably be as successful as a cow next in line for slaughter. I'm not the only one who your walk annoys <<<you walk like you're trying to be sexy and you fail tremendously<<<.
Im sorry, as much as you want to deny it and as conceited as this sounds, I HAVE A BETTER BODY!! There, I said it. You are flat, on all four sides, like a thin rectangle with bones and organs. I have a figure 8 and like to work out to maintain the shape, not only I but many others like too. My boobs and aśś pretty much get stared at everyday, while yours don't, not that you have anything anyway, so don't make it seem like it.
WHO WOULD DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS?! I know that sounded conceited but honestly!
HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!! If I don't get help, she probably won't live to see Tuesday.
So tell me, why don't you like me? Is it because I'm different than you? Because I'm not as obsessed about Disney and being absolutely perfect as you? Because I do make mistakes and I'm actually proud of it? Because my grades aren't my first worry in the world?
Why do you belittle me? Why do you make me feel worthless, unwanted, stupid, depressed, like I want to fûcking kill myself every time you put me down? I've been but down before, multiple times, no problem. But you, oh sweetie, you are the only one who makes sure it actually gets to me, who makes sure it actually burns.
CONFESSION TIME: yeah all of the teachers don't like you as much as you say, it's extremly obvious. You're not that pretty <<<who the frick would be creeped out by someone telling them that two days in a row, I mean you were WTF?!?!?!<<<. If school was taken away from you, you would probably be as successful as a cow next in line for slaughter. I'm not the only one who your walk annoys <<<you walk like you're trying to be sexy and you fail tremendously<<<.
Im sorry, as much as you want to deny it and as conceited as this sounds, I HAVE A BETTER BODY!! There, I said it. You are flat, on all four sides, like a thin rectangle with bones and organs. I have a figure 8 and like to work out to maintain the shape, not only I but many others like too. My boobs and aśś pretty much get stared at everyday, while yours don't, not that you have anything anyway, so don't make it seem like it.
WHO WOULD DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS?! I know that sounded conceited but honestly!
HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!! If I don't get help, she probably won't live to see Tuesday.
The only thing I've done in 2013 is disapoint people. 2014
isn't going to f/cking change. I can't tell anyone how I
really feel. Nothing ever fills me anymore.
It scares me that I feel like this.
It scares me that I feel like this.
How many
more tears and
cuts can I possibly
produce??
Sometimes
I can't
tell
the
difference
between
my tears
and
the
shower.
I'm not sure if that's a good thing.
I'm not sure if that's a good thing.
i seriously
hate
my life....
i need
help...
all
you
do is
hurt
me :'(
