Ineedhelp Quotes

wanting to kill myself to get rid of all the pain & stress....

If you only knew
What was beneath my sleeves
If you only knew
How I am really doing

I'm such an awful person.
I have a boyfriend; I should be happy.
But no. That's just not possible.
Instead, I have a dream about his friend.
No- not a dirty dream. A dream that I was sitting on a bed crying, and his friend walks in and asks what's wrong,
And then all of a sudden? I'm in his arms, crying. Do I like him? I don't think so. Does it feel like I do?
Kind of. Why does this kind of stuff happen to me? I'm so lost.

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*someone dies*
me: laughs
*someone tells sad story*
me:laughs
*something bad happens to me*
me:laughs
*someone falls*
me:laughs
*teacher is talking*
me:laughs
*something serious is happening*
me:laughs
*someone is crying*
me:laughs
*sad event happens*
me:laughs
*someone is getting in trouble*
me:laughs
*is getting yelled at*
me:laughs
*funny story is told*
me: crys from laughing.
*something thats supposed to be funny happens*
me: dead on the ground
*someone says my name*
me: done
*someone  says poop*
me: 110% done.
*something is actually funny and other people think it's funny*
me: straight face

I said I was going to stop again, but since that first cut about a month ago.. I haven't stopped.... and I don't know how to quit. I can't be strong anymore. What if I just can't do it.

So, I just need to vent. you don't have to read this.
Him and I started talking in the begining of the summer and we were all happy and peachy but he was in a bad relationship before him and i started talking and it ended badly. we talked for awhile and he wnated a break to figure things out which I completely understand. but he took three different times to do it. then he tweeted about a girl a few days ago and I asked him about it. he admitted he had been recently talking to another girl for two days but it was "nothing serious" I got upset and I broke it off and I was done. (we aren't dating just talking.) and I gave up. and last night he texted me this whole big appology and how he misses me and wants me back and how he shouldn't have let me go and I went back. but NOW i looked at his snapchat name to change it and i see that there are now two people on his snapchat besides me when in the past it was just me. these names aren't girl or manly. they could be anyone i guess. but the issue? he's 311 miles away.
HELP ME BEFORE I HAVE ANOTHER ANXIETY ATTACK.

Will someone please tell me how to post pictures on my profile????

97.8% of the reason I'm this skinny is because I'm too lazy to actually get off the couch to get and or make food. 

I NEED TO KNOTHE LAYOUTS THAT COVER THE WITTY PAGE SO ITS ONE FULL PAGE OR JUST ONES THAT COME WITH MUSIC 
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