When people tell you to simply ignore peoples judgement, they
dont realize how difficult it really is. eventually, it gets so
bad that you start to believe what they are saying. Next comes
self harm. I knew why when i started. My insecurities got to me.
Then, i stayed clean for a while, all up until my parents started
turning on me as well. So i started again. i told a couple of my
friends and the ones that i thought cared the most, were to stuck
in their own " problems ". I finally found one friend who cares
but my cutting got worse. now its a habbit. even when im not
upset. before i know it, im standing up looking for the sharpest
thing in my bed room. someone who understands please, help me
understand.