I want to start an Instagram, however I am not
the best photographer, and I am honestly not sure what to make my
Instagram about.....I am not too familar with it. I need to get
braver. I always get nervous and back out of doing things (like my
dad said) My confidence isn't exactly the highest. I am worried
if I do post pictures of myself and my life on Instagram, people
will either not find me interesting enough or people will say rude
things......I don't know, people may not care. I don't know
how some accounts on Instagram have so many followers, but it would
help my confidence and my creativity so much if I could become
really good at something, other than writing, maybe photgraphy.
Just to find out if people will be nice. I have been bullied
before and have had people say mean things to me before, about the
way I look and the things that interest me, so I am naturally very
hesitant to try new things. I am currently on the hunt for a good
camera, I am not going to tell my parents or my sister I am getting
an Instagram, beause I know they will just tell me I'm trying
to find more ways to be obsessed with myself......I'm not
superficial, I'm one of the most insecure people and I have
lots of reasons to be. People say I have lots of nice things in my
life so I should have no reason to be depressed. Obviously they
don't understand how depression works. Anyway, I really hope I
am succesful with Instagram