Lame Quotes

Remember that one time. 
When I was cool?

Me neither.

people's opinions and lives are very important to me.
I come off as a b.itch a lot of the time, very cold and such.
but I actually care a lot. I care more about other people
than I do myself. Which sucks, because it makes me
so miserable. like, I want to quit school so bad, but whenever
I make the decision, my teachers are all like "no, come on!
you can do it, you're so smart. I believe in you!"
and then I feel so guilty about quitting I just get really
stressed to the point of not doing any school work anyway.

I was on my way back from the deli when Mama by MCR started playing. Now, my location on here says amish country and it is dead serious. In my area, there is pretty much Christians, Menonites, and Amish (except teenagers, then we got quite a few atheists.) Anyway, there were a group of menonites walking on the road (in case y'all don't know, menonites are like.. modern amish.. or that's what I like to call it. they drive cars and have electricity. but still extremely religious. they have coverings vs bonnets but city people still call menonites amish because they can't tell the difference. idk I get "a what??" when I mention menonites a lot so yeah. I spent a lot of my childhood in a menonite church, which yknow is actually quite close to the deli I was talking about.. and the deli is/was menonite owned.) I happened to drive past them at the part of the song that goes "we all go to hell" and well I just found that to be distasteful timing.

Love is literally mental.

I thought I loved Drake... cheater✔️

I thought I loved Trevor... abusive, cheater✔️

I thought I liked Dylan... cheater, and rapist✔️

I have been broken and hurt time and time again.

But now I found David. He is honestly the love of my life. No drama. No hurt. He is my world and I am so glad, that even though after each heartbreak I wanted to give up, I held on.



staystrongbeautifuls

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