this is the first time in my life
I'm scared of you leaving me.
I'm scared of you leaving me.
I dont know how many more times I can try.
I know I said I'll always be by your side and I meant it, but that's extremely hard when you keep wandering off and getting lost. I'm trying to teach you and help you, but nothing is working.
I know I said I'll always be by your side and I meant it, but that's extremely hard when you keep wandering off and getting lost. I'm trying to teach you and help you, but nothing is working.
"Iη тнє мιɗɗƖє σf ѕєƖf-яєαƖιzαтιση,
уσυ'νє Ɩσѕт мє αƖσηg тнє ωαу"
I was surprised, as always, by how easy the act of leaving was, and how good it felt. The world was suddenly rich with possibility.
You should know that when I say I'm scared of you leaving,
what I really mean is that I'm scared of losing you and never getting you back.
what I really mean is that I'm scared of losing you and never getting you back.
I can't handle this pain, I can't handle these tears, I can't
handle feeling like dying, hell, I can't handle this life anymore.
And now you're gone
And I had to buy a new guitar
cause my hands are shaking
and I have no control at all
Everything is dark
I don't know where to go
No light that guides me
that shows me the way
and I hope when your closer
it turns grey
and when you touch me
I'm awake
I can't stop the pain
it's rushing trough my veins
to weak to walk
to hard to breathe
to broken to talk
to done without you
Time won't pass
everything stands still
there's no will
no desire
everything I have
Everything I had
it's gone
you took it with you
and all I can do
Is waiting for you
Waiting for you
like I always did
Iike I always will
until I break
as long as I'm awake
always.
- M.R.
When I leave
I want someone to care
To sit back and wonder
What Its like up there
Where the angels sing
And scars fade
I want someone to care
To sit back and wonder
What Its like up there
Where the angels sing
And scars fade
