Why am i even going to bother to go somewhere, when i know
i’m just going to be left out. Everyone has someone. Making
me the 9th wheel, making me the loner of the group.
It's the worst
feeling when you're with two really good friends.
No matter how nice they are to you, they have their own inside jokes. Their own routines and things to do.
And you can't help feeling a little left out.
No matter how nice they are to you, they have their own inside jokes. Their own routines and things to do.
And you can't help feeling a little left out.
So I sit with all my 'friends' durring lunch, but they
apperenlty have this 'group,' as they call it, which is
really just a clique. So on mondays, they always talk about
all the fun things they did together over the weekend.
While I'm sitting there. Then one of them will crack
some inide joke, making them all laugh. And then I'm
just sitting there, all but forgotten. I had moved from my
old lunch table, and I sat with the nerds, because I am
one at heart, but all of them are so much smarter than me, so
everyday I would leave lunch feeling lilke a complete
dumba$$. Instead, I now feel like a loser.
Anyway, back to this 'group.' One of my bestfriends
since elementry school, Kylie, is in the group. I asked her
once if I could hang out with them. She said no.
I guess you could say that I'm mad, jealous, but mostly I
feel lost.
Nobody hates me, but nobody likes me either.
Can I really balme anyone for not inviting me to parties?
Who wants to invite that quiet girl?
Nodody likes her, what fun would she be.
At this point, I only have one friend, but I don't even have one class with him.
So that is how school turned into hell for me.
*sorry for the rant*
Nobody hates me, but nobody likes me either.
Can I really balme anyone for not inviting me to parties?
Who wants to invite that quiet girl?
Nodody likes her, what fun would she be.
At this point, I only have one friend, but I don't even have one class with him.
So that is how school turned into hell for me.
*sorry for the rant*
Did you know?
I have eyes. They are located between my eyebrows and cheek bones. I utilize them to read everything you post on facebook about things you do together and leave me out of.
I have eyes. They are located between my eyebrows and cheek bones. I utilize them to read everything you post on facebook about things you do together and leave me out of.
I want,
a group of friends who are straight up, we do
everything together, nobody ever feels left out, &
they're there when I need
them.
im always the friend that gets pushed aside and forgotten when
someone better comes along. why cant i be important too ?
I just realized that my family has no pictures of me. They have
pictures of everything even trash. I never felt so terrible.
