An open letter to my ex best friend,
It has been months since we last talked; who would have guessed
that would ever happen? I still remember the point in time where
we couldn't go a few hours without at least exchanging a
pointless text message. So much has happened since we last talked
and I've wanted to tell you all about it, but you're no
longer the person you promised you would always be.
Don't think I have forgotten all about you, because I
haven't. There's not a day that goes by where I don't
wonder what you're up too. I sometimes scoll through our old
pictures and remember our past together. It's so weird,
growing up with you by my side, I never thought I would lose you.
You were in all my plans for my future, but people change. You
changed. I guess I can't really blame you for that. As we
grow up, we become the people we are meant to be and
unfortunately who you became was not the person I needed in my
life any longer. The person who was supposed to always have my
back was suddenly talking behind it. The person who was supposed
to be a phone call away, no longer responded. Endless hours of
conversations turned into one-word texts. We were growing apart
and no matter how much we tried to fight it, one of us had to
eventually accept, It was when I realized that being around you
made me unhappy that I knew I had to end our friendship. Never in
a million years would either of us have seen this coming. It was
an unbreakable bond that we shared, but after countless nights of
crying and never ending fights, I just had to come to terms with
the fact that you weren't good for me. You weren't
bringing anymore happiness into my life.
Although it has to end this way, please don't ever think that
all these years together meant nothing to me. I will cherish them
forever; our random singing, sleepovers that consisted of no
sleep, adventures we shared, the nights we laughed so hard we
couldn't breathe. You were my person and I will always
remember you and I will always care for you.
We each choose a path at some point in our life and
undortunately, mine no longer included you.