Dear Boy at the Back of the Class,
You're going to gradutate this year. The thought of that terrifies me because, honey, I'm running out of time. Running out of time to tell you that you have beautiful eyes. To tell you that your voice reminds me of brisk winter mornings, and that I adore the way your laugh comes in waves, much like the ocean. You look like a sleepy autumn day, but have the spirit of a stormy, but warm, spring. I'm running out of time to tell you that when I see you, my stomach becomes the home to a million fluttering butterflies. When we lock eyes, I feel vulnerable and naked. I want to kiss you, but I don't dare put my lips on something so dangerously beautiful. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'll never have the courage to tell you this. I'm sorry I ran out of time.
With Love, The Girl in the Front of the Class.
Dear shaving comercials:
Stop shaving hairless legs, if you want to impress, please shave a gorilla
Stop shaving hairless legs, if you want to impress, please shave a gorilla
Dear stranger,
Sadly it has came to the time where we no longer call each other best friends. And although its been only four months, I feel like my heart is slowly breaking at the days that remind me of you. When I see the picture of you smiling, tears fill my eyes knowing that I am not. Threre is only guilt of what I could and should of said. All the long nights that us two would argue bring back awful flashbacks I wish to not remember. I wish to only rememeber the best things about you,like how you loved to read and drink hot cocoa on the park bench. But after walking home from the park your demons would come alive and slowly attack your mind. It was my job to fight your demons, and sadly I failed. I was more of a therapist rather than a friend, and when I could not help enough the guilt had fled back into my mind. What if I lost him? What if he saw me as I see myself? The time had came where you had seen me the way I saw myself and I dreaded it. I still look back at the words I said and wish I could only change them. I never wanted it to be like this. I never stopped caring, nor ever will. I still wish that I could wake to the days where I knew that you were right by my side. Where I knew it was just you and I against the awful world. Sadly it has came to the day where we pass by each other as strangers, not a single smile on our faces. No wave hello, no how have you been...just numb. To think that the person that I had whole dedication to, a person I thought I could fix. With the pain in my chest as I whimper in fear that someone else will now see me at my worst. A worthless idiot with made up dreams about a person ever possibly caring for them. Although we both had said some awful things, I only wish to take them back, to take everything back. Maybe if I had done something different. It would of never ended up this way. I still love you dearly.
Yours truly,
just another stranger.
Sadly it has came to the time where we no longer call each other best friends. And although its been only four months, I feel like my heart is slowly breaking at the days that remind me of you. When I see the picture of you smiling, tears fill my eyes knowing that I am not. Threre is only guilt of what I could and should of said. All the long nights that us two would argue bring back awful flashbacks I wish to not remember. I wish to only rememeber the best things about you,like how you loved to read and drink hot cocoa on the park bench. But after walking home from the park your demons would come alive and slowly attack your mind. It was my job to fight your demons, and sadly I failed. I was more of a therapist rather than a friend, and when I could not help enough the guilt had fled back into my mind. What if I lost him? What if he saw me as I see myself? The time had came where you had seen me the way I saw myself and I dreaded it. I still look back at the words I said and wish I could only change them. I never wanted it to be like this. I never stopped caring, nor ever will. I still wish that I could wake to the days where I knew that you were right by my side. Where I knew it was just you and I against the awful world. Sadly it has came to the day where we pass by each other as strangers, not a single smile on our faces. No wave hello, no how have you been...just numb. To think that the person that I had whole dedication to, a person I thought I could fix. With the pain in my chest as I whimper in fear that someone else will now see me at my worst. A worthless idiot with made up dreams about a person ever possibly caring for them. Although we both had said some awful things, I only wish to take them back, to take everything back. Maybe if I had done something different. It would of never ended up this way. I still love you dearly.
Yours truly,
just another stranger.
Dear Grandpa,
I really wish you were here right now
Well you see there's this guy
And I'm in love with him
I could picture myself being with him
I love him
But I'm the problem
I always mess up when I talk to him
My brain takes over and I just say stuff I don't mean
I know you'd like him Grandpa
I just wish I had someone to tell this to
But I know you're listening to me
And guiding me to the right way
I ask you to please just be there for me
I'm in love Grandpa
I don't want to lose him
He's so important to me
He makes me smile, laugh and most important of all he makes me want to live
I love you grandpa so much,
Thank you for listening to me
I wish I knew how to not push everyone away
Especially the one I'm in love with
Sincerely,
Your grandaughter Kelsey
I really wish you were here right now
Well you see there's this guy
And I'm in love with him
I could picture myself being with him
I love him
But I'm the problem
I always mess up when I talk to him
My brain takes over and I just say stuff I don't mean
I know you'd like him Grandpa
I just wish I had someone to tell this to
But I know you're listening to me
And guiding me to the right way
I ask you to please just be there for me
I'm in love Grandpa
I don't want to lose him
He's so important to me
He makes me smile, laugh and most important of all he makes me want to live
I love you grandpa so much,
Thank you for listening to me
I wish I knew how to not push everyone away
Especially the one I'm in love with
Sincerely,
Your grandaughter Kelsey
Dear 20 open internet tabs,
Which one of you are playing the music?
Sincerely,
Frustrated
Which one of you are playing the music?
Sincerely,
Frustrated
Dear You,
My mind is a scary place. Full of ideas and thoughts that anyone would cry if they knew. I was getting so much better. But then you left... It was all my faulf though. I was 'too' dependant on you. I didn't mean for it to sound like that. I just finaaly had someone who cared about me and listened to me. You thought I always came to you maybe, like I didn't talk to anyone else, but maybe I just didn't talk about it. Maybe I felt like no one cared, and mayeb I still feel like that. Maybe I miss you, but you're probably a lot happier with me. I guess I was your game for a while, but like every gamer there's always a new game out so you forget about your old one. I guess it's fine. Like I said, I don't depend on you. I just liked having someone who cared, but now I'm alone. Alone and abandoned is how I've felt fcor a week. I thought I'd be over it by now, but I guess I was wrong. I loved you, and I'd do anything for you. I still would. That's what I hate. Whenever, if ever, you want to come back I will be right there for you. Acting like nothing ever happened because I want to spend the rest of my life with you, forever and always. What happened to that? We talked about a future, a real one. But now you're probably with someone else, you're probably happier. Why would you need me? I'm just a useless girl who is in love with you. I never knew what love was until I met you. You showed me people do care, but then you showed me how poeple can leave like it's nothing. Four monthsfealt like four years. I was happier, everyone could tell. I was happy becuase you always listened to me, I always listened to you even though you almost never wanted to talk about anything that was wrong. I guess I talked too much to you about my issues. You say you felt like my life depened on you, like you were the only reason I didn't cut or kill myself. The truth is you weren't. Yeah you were a big help, but the reason I didn't do that was becuase things were going good for me. If you felt like that why wouldn't you tell me. Your excuse was you knew I needed support, but what I really needed was the truth. People all my life have lied to my face to 'help' me. I thought you and I promised no more secrets long ago? Whatever happened to that? I've worked my a.ss off trying to keep all the promises I made to you, not cutting, trying to be better with people, telling t=you the truth. Every single one I've tried. Did you ever try to keep them? Did I ever mean the world to you? I thought I did, you acted like I did you've even said I did. But you showed me it's easy for you to hide stuff. I hate showing people the real me, the things deep insidemy soul. I showed you ever bit of me, the good and bad. I told you everything. Did you? You would never tell me what was wrong with you. Ever. Do you know how painful it is to see the person who means everything to you be sad and not tell you? I'd always ask what was wrong, you'd never tell no matter how much I asked. You just got mad that I wouldn't stop when you asked me to. I wouldn't stop because I know what it's like to keep everything inside, I've done it for fourteen years straight, and I want to help you. But you'd make me tell you what was wrong me with me. You never would let me just brush it off. How the he.ll is that fair? I have so much more to day, but how do I even say it. I guess I'll write to you again sometime.
My mind is a scary place. Full of ideas and thoughts that anyone would cry if they knew. I was getting so much better. But then you left... It was all my faulf though. I was 'too' dependant on you. I didn't mean for it to sound like that. I just finaaly had someone who cared about me and listened to me. You thought I always came to you maybe, like I didn't talk to anyone else, but maybe I just didn't talk about it. Maybe I felt like no one cared, and mayeb I still feel like that. Maybe I miss you, but you're probably a lot happier with me. I guess I was your game for a while, but like every gamer there's always a new game out so you forget about your old one. I guess it's fine. Like I said, I don't depend on you. I just liked having someone who cared, but now I'm alone. Alone and abandoned is how I've felt fcor a week. I thought I'd be over it by now, but I guess I was wrong. I loved you, and I'd do anything for you. I still would. That's what I hate. Whenever, if ever, you want to come back I will be right there for you. Acting like nothing ever happened because I want to spend the rest of my life with you, forever and always. What happened to that? We talked about a future, a real one. But now you're probably with someone else, you're probably happier. Why would you need me? I'm just a useless girl who is in love with you. I never knew what love was until I met you. You showed me people do care, but then you showed me how poeple can leave like it's nothing. Four monthsfealt like four years. I was happier, everyone could tell. I was happy becuase you always listened to me, I always listened to you even though you almost never wanted to talk about anything that was wrong. I guess I talked too much to you about my issues. You say you felt like my life depened on you, like you were the only reason I didn't cut or kill myself. The truth is you weren't. Yeah you were a big help, but the reason I didn't do that was becuase things were going good for me. If you felt like that why wouldn't you tell me. Your excuse was you knew I needed support, but what I really needed was the truth. People all my life have lied to my face to 'help' me. I thought you and I promised no more secrets long ago? Whatever happened to that? I've worked my a.ss off trying to keep all the promises I made to you, not cutting, trying to be better with people, telling t=you the truth. Every single one I've tried. Did you ever try to keep them? Did I ever mean the world to you? I thought I did, you acted like I did you've even said I did. But you showed me it's easy for you to hide stuff. I hate showing people the real me, the things deep insidemy soul. I showed you ever bit of me, the good and bad. I told you everything. Did you? You would never tell me what was wrong with you. Ever. Do you know how painful it is to see the person who means everything to you be sad and not tell you? I'd always ask what was wrong, you'd never tell no matter how much I asked. You just got mad that I wouldn't stop when you asked me to. I wouldn't stop because I know what it's like to keep everything inside, I've done it for fourteen years straight, and I want to help you. But you'd make me tell you what was wrong me with me. You never would let me just brush it off. How the he.ll is that fair? I have so much more to day, but how do I even say it. I guess I'll write to you again sometime.
Dear distance,
I'm not going to let you ruin my relationship
This just means I have to try a little biit harder
And never give up
I'm not going to give up the guy I love
Because we are thousands of miles apart
I'm going to fight harder
Sincerely,
The girl who is in love
I'm not going to let you ruin my relationship
This just means I have to try a little biit harder
And never give up
I'm not going to give up the guy I love
Because we are thousands of miles apart
I'm going to fight harder
Sincerely,
The girl who is in love
Dear future husband,
I'm sitting here listening to sad love songs as I'm looking out the window trying to get over my crushed heart. That's when I realised that I shouldn't be this broken because somewhere out there you're looking for me just as I'm looking for you. I don't know if I know you already or if I don't, but I do know that when we fall in love, it will be the perfect timing. And you'll love everything about me that I hate and more. You'll hold me when I cry. You'll hold me when I laugh. You'll hold me just to hold me. You'll always let me know that I'm loved, and you'll try your hardest to make sure I never feel this lonely ever again. Our love will be perfect. Yeah, we'll fight. Everyone does, but there will be open arms of forgivness to run back to. You'll support me in my dreams, struggles, illnesses, and everything else. I don't who or where you, but I hope you know that I love you. I can't wait until the day God brings us together. But until then, know that I'm waiting for you and my heart longs to be near you.
I'm sitting here listening to sad love songs as I'm looking out the window trying to get over my crushed heart. That's when I realised that I shouldn't be this broken because somewhere out there you're looking for me just as I'm looking for you. I don't know if I know you already or if I don't, but I do know that when we fall in love, it will be the perfect timing. And you'll love everything about me that I hate and more. You'll hold me when I cry. You'll hold me when I laugh. You'll hold me just to hold me. You'll always let me know that I'm loved, and you'll try your hardest to make sure I never feel this lonely ever again. Our love will be perfect. Yeah, we'll fight. Everyone does, but there will be open arms of forgivness to run back to. You'll support me in my dreams, struggles, illnesses, and everything else. I don't who or where you, but I hope you know that I love you. I can't wait until the day God brings us together. But until then, know that I'm waiting for you and my heart longs to be near you.
To write
a good
love
letter,
you
ought
to begin
without
knowing
what
you
mean
to say,
and
to finish
without
knowing
what
you
have
written. Jean-JacquesRousseau
