I can see this unraveling
oh sweetie it already did.
enjoy the fall...
oh sweetie it already did.
enjoy the fall...
I can hardly breathe.
you left me breathless
you left me breathless
I don't
do well
with liars
they take all my air.
they take all my air.
I really
want
to see
you,
one
last
time.
I just wanna know why you lied.
I just wanna know why you lied.
A burning
in the
eyes,
a few
tears
uncried a common
“Yes, I’m fine”
we’re
not
we lied
"To all the people along the way
who hurt me, lied to me, betrayed me,
disappointed me, broke my heart..
You unknowingly pointed me in
the direction of my North Star.
Without the messes, I wouldnt
have a message. You taught me
more than you could ever take
from me. Thank you."
who hurt me, lied to me, betrayed me,
disappointed me, broke my heart..
You unknowingly pointed me in
the direction of my North Star.
Without the messes, I wouldnt
have a message. You taught me
more than you could ever take
from me. Thank you."
It's funny, you say you care.
But this?
This isn't caring.
But this?
This isn't caring.
You
promised.
You lied.
You lied.
Since young, I
wasn't really taught by my parents on 'how to love'.
Life used to be very easy for me as we could afford to buy
anything we wanted without complaints. I basically just did
anything I wanted to, it was easy; but coming to reality right
now when I'm becoming older, it's hard to accept
people's love. I've rejected many, I've given many,
I've learnt a lot. I've tried to be a good person, it
didn't help much - I got betrayed, got played, got cheated,
got fooled; and then I became a bad person, it was great - made
enemies with many and I had friends whom actually are still
friends with me since young. I tried being a nicer person again,
but however with me doing so, things don't go the way I want
them to, you know? I had to overcome being lied to and being
fooled, it's not so nice. Once, I felt like I've begun to
like this significant other, so I took a chance into talking to
him, trying to make friends with him, trying to make him
comfortable talking to me; I had to be nice. But you know what?
He demanded for things, things I couldn't give. I tried so
hard to avoid some topics I wouldn't go through with him, I
tried so hard, but he just kept coming and coming. Demanding, for
more...and more. Trust, is hard. Being nice is such a misery,
I'd always have to remind myself not to hurt anyone's
feelings, but now, I really can't. When people are too nice,
other people treat it as an advantage to take over. I
really don't know to whether be nice or
not.
A
And I do everything to cover
up your lies when I know your just hurting me
inside.. Your no good for me.. but i somehow
can't let you go
