The most painful thing to see
is someone pretending that they’re
okay,
when you actually know that they aren’t.
It like you can always see so much pain in them
and when you just try to ignore them,
you get to feel what they actually are experiencing
in that moment.
The moment you realize,
you’re suffering
more.
I hate being alone.
I admit it.
I’m clingy and constantly crave the attention
of those who seem so well off and perfect.
It’s terrible because we really shouldn’t
depend
on anybody but ourselves.
I put up such a strong
facade,
nobody would believe I could ever be sad or alone.
I’ve worked hard to achieve that status
and even harder to keep reassuring people it’s real.
But sometimes I wish everyone would know.
I am not perfect.
Not even close.
I feel like a nobody most of
the time.
And the only thing worse than being alone
is feeling alone
with everybody beside
you.