"Trying to
get myheadstraight,
Tryingto
overpower
thepainuntilthe
next day.But it
ainthappening.I'm anaddictthat's half
asleep, While
the other
half ofme istrapped
ina series ofbad dreams.My currentposition
was trippin
on shrooms,and acidcasts,
Tillmyeyescollapsed
in suicide
was anaftermath."