do
you guys
realize
we
can change our lives any time we want
like you can just go ahead and travel the world,
stop eating meat,
shave your head,
start running,
tell that person you hate why you hate them so much,
confess
your
love
to someone
and kiss them unexpectedly
like w hy
don’t we do
that?
Every night,
someone falls asleep thinking
about you.
They toss and turn all night because they hate
the fact that the pillow they’re hugging isn’t
you.
They want to be with you right this second,
but you’re clueless about the whole situation.
Playing these little scenarios in their head
hoping that it will actually happen
the next time they see you.
That sweet voice of yours
is the only thing they wish to fall asleep to
but they have this mindset
that you’re too good for them.
Your smile is carved into their memory
and they see it every time they shut their eyes,
trying to go to sleep.
Then they quickly open it again in hopes
that you will be by their side this time.
And the only thing they want
to know is
if you’re thinking about them
too.
Have you ever
met someone
and you were just like
immediately attracted to them
not even in a sexual way
there was just something about them that you were drawn to
and you really wanted to tell them
and get to know them better
but you knew they wouldn’t feel the same way
so you just obsessed over them from
afar.