no, you don't understand,
it's not that i don't try, it's
that i try so fuc//king hard to be
worth your time, to be funny
and smart and pretty and deserving
or your love, but
despite every attempt
i'm still not enough.
Do you ever get a paper in school and it may
not even be hard at all, just something that takes alot of
thinking or writing (like graphs or the quadratic formula) and
you just look at it like, “No... no... I'm not doing
this... no...”
I hate that feeling
when you're not necessarily sad, but you just feel really
empty and every little thing gets to you and everyone that talks
to you makes you angry and you want to punch everyone in the
face.
Wow. Isn't it awesome when your friends are all with each
other and you're just home. Alone. It's like WHOOT WHOOT
SOMEONE CALL THE COPS ON THIS PARTY.