those
people that
you want to hug, yet punch at the same time.
Did you do this for me,
or did I do this for you?
or did I do this for you?
Cant wair for this weekend! Best friend is staying over and then
tonight were having a bon fire at my moms bf house. Then saturday
hopefully going to the track, its finally time , for me to go
somewhere it all began and the hurt, and everything else in
between. Hopefully ill see my friend Lindsey because she's the
one person i can trust from that place and has been with me
through it all.
There's nothing worse than seeing the person you love in love
with someone else. Now im left wondering if everything you told
me was the truth or just a simple lie. You made me so happy and
now what else is there for me to feel. You ingored me and when i
seen you last night at country jam i was happy and yet sad
because i got to see you but sad because it seems like you have a
new girl friend so its whatever i guess.
I'll never stop caring
but of you push me
away, I'll go.
but of you push me
away, I'll go.
Awkward vibes all around,
Unwanted feelings all throughout,
Angry at the world, just trying to figure things out,
When you've lost yourself completely,
You become invisible internally,
Falling deep into subconscious ness,
Never wanting to come out,
Finding the strength is half the battle,
The other is to believe in oneself,
Lack of perseverance prevents us from breaking free,
Instead we gravitate towards the emptiness,
An unwanted feeling slowly morphing into effortless bliss,
It's our escape from reality,
When nothing starts making sense,
Not even bothering to say goodbye to our loved ones,
The darkness overtakes us,
We allow for it to enter our bodies,
Hoping everything will end.
Unwanted feelings all throughout,
Angry at the world, just trying to figure things out,
When you've lost yourself completely,
You become invisible internally,
Falling deep into subconscious ness,
Never wanting to come out,
Finding the strength is half the battle,
The other is to believe in oneself,
Lack of perseverance prevents us from breaking free,
Instead we gravitate towards the emptiness,
An unwanted feeling slowly morphing into effortless bliss,
It's our escape from reality,
When nothing starts making sense,
Not even bothering to say goodbye to our loved ones,
The darkness overtakes us,
We allow for it to enter our bodies,
Hoping everything will end.
I have mixed
feelings of this school year ending.
im having mixed feelings
like my arm i hate seeing scars on it and i wish they werent there but on the other hand looking at them make me feel like i have a story an that ive been through some hard times and ive lived through it but i don't know, i need advice im confused.
like my arm i hate seeing scars on it and i wish they werent there but on the other hand looking at them make me feel like i have a story an that ive been through some hard times and ive lived through it but i don't know, i need advice im confused.
