-~-~-ACTUAL TEXTS-~-~-
7:21 PM
OK, honestly, f*ck good grades. i f*cking give up. clearly that 96 on my history test means nothing if my mom is going to complain about the others. "All you do is party and play on the phone talking shizz" FIRST OFF, IM ALWAYS IN MY ROOM and SECOND OFF i wouldnt be talking shizz if i wasnt given reason to.
7:23 PM
"what is she doing" "why does she have low grades" "girls your age are studying to be a NURSE" HWUFOEISADJFVNDHAI FIRST OFF, SHE KNOWS I DONT WANT TO DO THAT. I HAVE TOLD HER EVERYTHING I HAVE WANTED TO DO, AND SHE'S GOING TO JUST F*CKING DO THAT???!!????!!!
7:23 PM
how about some words of f*cking encouragement.
7:24 PM
I know what i'm doing now, i know what i'm going to do -school related, not life LMAO still stuck on that part- just let me do it and dont say anything unless it's gonna help me and not make me feel shizzyy
Emily 7:25 PM
well bb i'm here and even if i'm not your real mama if you need encouragement i'm here
7:25 PM
being a freaking straight A is harder than she thinks. FIRST OFF, we got dumb f*cking students that waste our damn time in class. SECOND OFF, i suck a** at tests. passing that test was the happiest moment in my life, seriously. Especially history. i always got D's and F's since i took history classes (ever).
7:26 PM
I know, but it's not the same. i'm stuck with this woman 24/7 and forever.
Emily 7:26 PM
BOY RIGHT THAT P*SS*S ME OFF AND ME TOO WITH TESTS AND HISTORY
7:27 PM
I'm doing my homework in the living room, my brother has comany and im crying.
Emily 7:27 PM
i'm sorry
7:28 PM
:') Like you, i gotta suck it up, right?
7:28 PM
How're you feeling btw?
Emily 7:29 PM
it's not always best to suck it up tbh but i'm alright, how are you
7:35 PM
I love her too and for the past couple of months i have tried with her and told her i want us to be close like the girls i hear at my school say "i tell my mom everything" i told her that i never feel welcome and all of that stuff and nothing changes.
7:35 PM
i love her and my dad too, but in the end, someone gets hurt either way right? There's no win-win situation. those have always been just words. someone either shows it or is on the inside unhappy with the way things worked out
-~-~-Mom, i'm sorry, I can't win with you. I've tried, but you won't give in. Not even for the most important reason. One day...and soon...You're going to lose me.. i'm sorry, i tried but you didn't do anything. i screamed so loud, you became deaf, i wasn't heard.-~-~-
7:21 PM
OK, honestly, f*ck good grades. i f*cking give up. clearly that 96 on my history test means nothing if my mom is going to complain about the others. "All you do is party and play on the phone talking shizz" FIRST OFF, IM ALWAYS IN MY ROOM and SECOND OFF i wouldnt be talking shizz if i wasnt given reason to.
7:23 PM
"what is she doing" "why does she have low grades" "girls your age are studying to be a NURSE" HWUFOEISADJFVNDHAI FIRST OFF, SHE KNOWS I DONT WANT TO DO THAT. I HAVE TOLD HER EVERYTHING I HAVE WANTED TO DO, AND SHE'S GOING TO JUST F*CKING DO THAT???!!????!!!
7:23 PM
how about some words of f*cking encouragement.
7:24 PM
I know what i'm doing now, i know what i'm going to do -school related, not life LMAO still stuck on that part- just let me do it and dont say anything unless it's gonna help me and not make me feel shizzyy
Emily 7:25 PM
well bb i'm here and even if i'm not your real mama if you need encouragement i'm here
7:25 PM
being a freaking straight A is harder than she thinks. FIRST OFF, we got dumb f*cking students that waste our damn time in class. SECOND OFF, i suck a** at tests. passing that test was the happiest moment in my life, seriously. Especially history. i always got D's and F's since i took history classes (ever).
7:26 PM
I know, but it's not the same. i'm stuck with this woman 24/7 and forever.
Emily 7:26 PM
BOY RIGHT THAT P*SS*S ME OFF AND ME TOO WITH TESTS AND HISTORY
7:27 PM
I'm doing my homework in the living room, my brother has comany and im crying.
Emily 7:27 PM
i'm sorry
7:28 PM
:') Like you, i gotta suck it up, right?
7:28 PM
How're you feeling btw?
Emily 7:29 PM
it's not always best to suck it up tbh but i'm alright, how are you
7:35 PM
I love her too and for the past couple of months i have tried with her and told her i want us to be close like the girls i hear at my school say "i tell my mom everything" i told her that i never feel welcome and all of that stuff and nothing changes.
7:35 PM
i love her and my dad too, but in the end, someone gets hurt either way right? There's no win-win situation. those have always been just words. someone either shows it or is on the inside unhappy with the way things worked out
-~-~-Mom, i'm sorry, I can't win with you. I've tried, but you won't give in. Not even for the most important reason. One day...and soon...You're going to lose me.. i'm sorry, i tried but you didn't do anything. i screamed so loud, you became deaf, i wasn't heard.-~-~-
my mom once told me that i
would find someone who fit me like a glove,
She lied
Last year,
I stopped at a flower shop to order flowers for my mother who lives 200 miles away. As I got out of my car I noticed a young girl sitting on the curb crying.
I asked her whats wrong and she said "I wanted to buy a red rose for my mother but I only have 25 cents and a rose costs 2 dollars."
I smiled and told her I'd buy her a rose. After I bought her a rose and ordered my moms flowers, I offered the girl a ride home. She said "yes please! Can you take me to my mother?" She directed me to a cemetery where she placed the rose on a freshly dug grave.... I was in shock and after I drove the girl home I went back to the flower shop, canceled my order, picked up a bouquet and drove 200 miles to my mothers house at 9:30 at night....
I'll always respect the number one woman in my life.
so, where I live people just love to illegally ride 4 wheelers on
the road. they always stir up my dogs and drive back and forth and
refuse to stop when we try to get them. today, my puppy that wasnt
even a year old, got hit and died. he's usually very good at not
going down to the road. except when it comes to people riding 4
wheelers ILLEGALLY. it's loud and they usually go slow enough to
alarm the dogs and they start to chase. i feel like such crap. i
wanted them to be put in the pen but everyone refuses to do so. and
i havent spent much time with him since he was born- and even when
i have, it always consisted of him and his brother playing on my
bed around me. especially lately because of work. and now i have
his brother and im going to spend more time with him. and that
makes me feel worse because Pi would have loved more time with me.
he would have loved to sleep in my bed with me more. he was so
loving. and i didnt really do that with him because he had his
brother and they were always playing outside and i was always
working or sleeping. all i can think of is his sad puppy eyes
looking at me from outside the door, wanting me to come play or him
to come inside to play and its breaking my heart. i didnt deserve
him.
what my jokes have resorted to~
sister: go buy me poptarts
me: *arrives with thy poptarts*
me: okay so I didn't know what flavors so I got two
sister: strawberry and cherry? I would have just pickes strawberry.
me: well, it's been awhile since you had a cherry so yknow.
#forevermentallyinmiddleschool
sister: go buy me poptarts
me: *arrives with thy poptarts*
me: okay so I didn't know what flavors so I got two
sister: strawberry and cherry? I would have just pickes strawberry.
me: well, it's been awhile since you had a cherry so yknow.
#forevermentallyinmiddleschool
me: *picking out all the alcohol I want for my 21st.* me: *doesn't
even like alcohol.*
when i was little
i wanted to be a mother
one day my cousins and i
played with water balloons
we couldnt play outside so
we played inside carful they wouldnt break
we layed the warm balloons on our stomachs
i closed my eyes and imagined i was pregnant
my cousins were confused
asking why would i imagine that
i said
can you imagine a piece of you
living and growing
that you will love unconditionally
they imagined and played to
i was still a little kid but so badly wanted this
and dreamed it and to some extent i still do
i wanted to be a mother
one day my cousins and i
played with water balloons
we couldnt play outside so
we played inside carful they wouldnt break
we layed the warm balloons on our stomachs
i closed my eyes and imagined i was pregnant
my cousins were confused
asking why would i imagine that
i said
can you imagine a piece of you
living and growing
that you will love unconditionally
they imagined and played to
i was still a little kid but so badly wanted this
and dreamed it and to some extent i still do
So,
hush
now little
baby don't
you cry
'Cause there's someone down there waiting
Whose only goal in life
Is making sure you're always gonna be alright
A loving angel, tender, tough and strong
Come on child
It's time to meet your mom
'Cause there's someone down there waiting
Whose only goal in life
Is making sure you're always gonna be alright
A loving angel, tender, tough and strong
Come on child
It's time to meet your mom
