Mybestfriend Quotes

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I can't say it has been easy learning to live without you. But I can say I have made real progress.
I can talk about your death without crying. I can look people in the eye and tell them how you died. And now I finally feel like I can be honest with myself.
I've come to terms with the fact that I will never see you again. I used to look for you everywhere, hoping that you were watching over me and sending me signs. But I don't need you to linger anymore. I am finally at ease with your passing.
It pains me to amit that I think about you more now than I did when you were alive. I stare into your negative space and fear that one day I will go 24 hours without pausing to remember you. As the sound of your voice grows more distance, leaving parts of you behind seems inevitable.
Selfishly, one of the worst realizations is that you are only the first of the big losses I will face in my life. It's not just our grandparents who look older these days and our parents no longer seem as invincible as they once did. I've also realized that you might not be the only friend who dies young or unexpectedly. And as cliche as it sounds, I've lost my sense of adolescent immortality. I know it could just as easily be me.
While it is frightening to think of what comes next, somehow, in your own way, you've prepared me for it. I think it would make you, the eternal optimist that you were, happy to know that your friendship keeps making me a better, stronger person. You showed me that I can function in the face of tragedy. You taught me the vocabulary of grief so I can comfort others when they need it. I never would have asked for it to be this way, but if this is what I can take from it, I will.
So, friend, that's all I have to share for now. I'll raise a glass for you and as always, I'll keep you in my thoughts.

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Crazy_Beautiful202
death

My bestfriend: There is no definition of 'normal' . Who is to say what is and isn't 'normal'?
How do you know that being weird isn't normal? Normal can be the new weird for all we know. Society does not have the power to define someone or something based on its actions, because by doing that, we have the same power to judge, which makes us not 'normal' but more of being 'even within equality'. Definitions are so fraud. That's life. Built for beauty but is truly ugly

My other bestfriend: *turns to me* What did you do to her?

Me: I asked if she wanted blueberry waffles or normal ones :/

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_xLovex_
funny

My bestfriend: There is no definition of 'normal' . Who is to say what is and isn't 'normal'?
How do you know that being weird isn't normal? Normal can be the new weird for all we know. Society does not have the power to define someone or something based on its actions, because by doing that, we have the same power to judge, which makes us not 'normal' but more of being 'even within equality'. Definitions are so fraud. That's life. Built for beauty but is truly ugly

My other bestfriend: *turns to me* What did you do to her?

Me: I asked if she wanted blueberry waffles or normal ones :/

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_xLovex_
funny

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What was it like to lose her?
It was like hearing every goodbye ever said to me.. said all at once.

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Crazy_Beautiful202
love

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I don't need the 4th to know I've gone 16 months without you in my life.
I feel your absence everyday.
I feel it when I go shopping, when I eat peanut butter, when I go through the McDonalds drive-thru, when I hear Luke Bryan or Hunter Hayes on the radio. I feel it when I read short stories and when I watch scary movies and when I straighten my hair or just driving down any back road. I feel it when I pass my math tests and drink Dr. Pepper and when I take a swig of our ultimate favorite alcoholic drink and eat mint tic tacs.
So much of our friendship consisted of such small everyday things, It's hard to do much of anything and not think of you and the fact that you're supposed to be here but you're not and I just can't deal with that today.

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mybestfriend

Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me.

I miss you so much, Shayla.

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imissyou

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Where you used to be, there is a whole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like h*ll.

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iloveyou

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I look up at the sky and talk to you. What I wouldn't give to hear you talk back.
I miss your voice, I miss your laugh, I miss everything about you.

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iloveyou

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"I know you've lost someone and it hurts. You may have lost them suddenly, unexpectedly. Or perhaps you began losing pieces of them until one day, there was nothing left. You may have known them all your life or mau have barely known them at all. Either way, it is irrelevant. You cannot control the depth of a wound another soul inflicts upon you.

Which is why I am not here to tell you tomorrow is another day. That the sun will go on shining. Or there are plenty of fish in the sea. What I will tell you is this; it's okay to be hurting as much as you are. What you are feeling is not only completely valid but necessary because it makes you so much more human. And though I can't promise it will get better any time soon, I can tell you that it will, eventually.
For now, all you can do is take your time. Take all the time you need.

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iloveyou

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The saddest kind of sad is when your tears can't even drop and you feel nothing.
It's like the world has just ended.
You don't cry, you don't hear, you don't see. You just stay there.
For a second, the heart dies.

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iloveyou