You know what hurts the most??
knowing you're not good enough for anyone.
knowing you're stuck in the same cycle of pain, being insecure and
trying to be someone you're not just to impress people.
theres this
guy and we
weresoclose! I
meet him
becausehe WAS
friends with mybff'sboyfriends
friend (theyhadafight though
and the theboysdont
talk anymorebut
my bffleslie
still talks2
him) nowleslie
and Ryan
broke uplikea
monthagookay (theyare
stillclosethough)
Anyway I used
to like
him a
lot. onedayhe just
didnt wannatalk2
meanymore. Iwouldn'tleavehimalonebecausehe wouldn't
tell mewhatI
did, longstory
short Igotintotrouble
and still have
no damn clue
whyhehatesme. Istill
like himA LOT.anyways
I'm walkinwithRyanandLeslie
today and allthesudden
Ryan said "Leslieyou
with Brandon
now?" Iwasconfused
then heexplained
that Brandonwas
tryingto
get atLeslie.
Lesliesaid
shewouldn'tgo
out with himbutI'm
just so, so
It's not okay to feel not okay,
even if it's only for a while. You should do whatever it
takes to make that feeling go away. You deserve greatness. I
don't care if "it will be okay in the
future" because today is not the future and you are
living right now, and right now I think you should
be okay. You deserve it.
I can't exactly describe it, it was just a really happy and
peaceful mood. Seeing so many people like me post quotes all
the time was fun. Getting competitive for 600 favorites or more
was fun (of course at the time i had like 10 followers and got
a max of like 20 favs haha). But now when i log in I don't
get that feeling anymore. The pleasure of writing and posting
quotes for fun has kind of left because I feel no one is really
left to read them. Sometimes I feel as though I should post
quotes randomly just to make Witty look better because the
'New Quotes' first page has quotes written half an hour
ago. Also this may sound selfish but sometimes I'll make a
quote and get annoyed when it gets a low amount of favorites
that I think deserves more. It's like, I made this quote
and it took hard work and hardly anyone saw it? So, the great
indescribable feeling has left. It was a great feeling too,
I miss
it.