"I asked myself, "why am I not worth fighting for?"
"Why is it so easy to leave me?"
"Why have I never been told that I'm needed?"
"Why isnt it easy to love me?"
And then...I looked in the mirror,
and understood why.
Because I saw the beast behind these pretty eyes"
Being overwhelmed and stressed out changes my entire state of mind.
I get really scared and worked up about a lot of things and nobody
really understands how it works, which makes me even more upset. No
one has figured out how to help be with that besides telling me to
suck it up. I could just use a hug and somebody to hold me as I cry
getting it all out of my system, really that's all I think I need
sometimes. Right now I have the crazy overwhelmed feeling and
nobody to hug me let alone even reply to my messages. That's when
it hits me the most, the point where I've tried everything I can do
to make myself happy and now need someone and I don't have someone
at that moment.