Nevergoodenough Quotes

maybe if i was prettier, maybe if i was skinnier, maybe if i was the old me, maybe if i was happy, maybe if i stayed up with you all night to talk to you and keep you entertained...i just dont know. i have a million "maybe"s but if i made them all come true you would still talk to her wouldnt you?

have you ever laid in bed and just cried?
because you think you're ugly.
because you think you're not good enough for anyone.
you've counted all your flaws from head to toe, making yourself feel worse. cried becasue of all the comments people blurt out, actually hurt? cried because your family is dysfunctional and never understands you. they tell you to stop complaining,that you have it so much better than kids in africa, even though they don't understand your life either,you dont want to feel like an attention seeker,so you bottle everything up.
around friends and family,you've created this lying smile and people believe it. but then at night time, when you're all alone in bed,the girl who everyone thought was always so happy,
is crying her broken heart out.
 


She's so sick of never being beautiful enough. Never being stronger, or better. She's sick of going home everyday, and wishing she was someone else. For once she wants to look in the mirror and be happy for what she sees back. She's so sick of everyone telling her 'you can do so much better than that' Maybe she can't. And people talking behing her back, yeah well she found out. She's sick of people bring her down and telling her she isn't good enough. But I guess all she really tans, is to be more than second best..


So I guess I've been replaced.



I hate when someone touches me,          

          it's like they can feel the fat

all over my body.           



 
 



One part of me wants to          

          be normal and happy,

but the other part of me          

          wants to be sickly skinny.



 
 



Have you ever missed anorexia          

           and always feeling cold, blackouts

and feeling your bones...           

          But at the same time glad

that you're recovered?          



 
 



Have you ever gone days without eating          

          and then having random moments

where everything starts to get dark          

          and spin then you black out

and have no idea what happend          

          or how long you were unconcious?



 
 



Feeling bad, numb, fat, worthless               

               hopeless, depressed, not skinny,

  and pathetic 100% of the time.        



 
 



Eating just because there's food infront of you           

                      then immediately regretting it.



 
 
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