So someone on my street decided they wanted to celebrate
something at almost one in the morning. I don't think that
many people appreciated fireworks at this time of night, but
thank you for the bright lights and the noise. Oh and thank you
for the minnie heart attack that you just gave me!
Okay so apparently I'm a really good student because I keep
getting mail saying I can take a trip to New York or anywhere
pretty much and go to these colleges and learn about things I love
and all of this amazing stuff! I get so excited because I would do
any of that in a heartbeat! I get my hopes up because I actually
think I'll go. Then reality sets in... I have to look at the
price. Either $3000 or $4000 and maybe even $5000 to be able to do
any of that. Then I get mad. No I get furious. I get my hopes up
for absolutly nothing. Sure its nice to be given the opportunity
but the fact that there is a 0% chance I can take it really makes
so angry. Im so done...
WHEN YOU'RE CLIMBING Mount
Everest, nothing is easy. You just keep your eyes focused to the top, and never look
down. Because when you do, you will only discover you're even
further away than you thought you were.
i'm going to nyc
tomorrow and there are over 8 million people who live there so
there's bound to be at least one person who finds me
attractive and i'm determined to find them.