Run
little
girl.
Run while you can't see the monster you're
becoming.
one time, i woke up in the middle of the night
and i forgot i was at
home, and don't get me wrong, it was the second night i was
home from school and clearly forgot, i hadn't been home for
three and a half months almost. so, i woke up and looked to my
right and saw hair and immediately reached for my wall, because
at school my bed is against a wall, and when i reached, i grabbed
air and started freaking out because i was like omfg i got wasted
last night and idk where the hell i am and there is a stranger
next to me omgomg what did i do and literally it took me a solid
five minutes to figure out the it was my dog, and my mother heard
me freaking out and ran into my room and asked me what was wrong
and i was bawling my eyes out at this point and she's now
rubbing my back as i explain that i didn't realize it was the
dog next to me and it took like ten minutes after that for me to
finally stop crying and was able for her to leave and it was like
the worst night ever because that is when i learned one of my
biggest fears and it was not fun at all.
'Cause darling, I'm a nightmare
dressed like a daydream.
dressed like a daydream.
I've relived that moment every day since it
happened..and it's so hard to determine what's real and
what's not anymore.
It seems like a dream, but it was real. I just keep wishing, and wishing I'll wake up from this nightmare. But it never happens..
No matter how many times I pinch.
It seems like a dream, but it was real. I just keep wishing, and wishing I'll wake up from this nightmare. But it never happens..
No matter how many times I pinch.
I'm terrified of
losing him to someone else,
but I'm also terrified to tell him how I feel.
but I'm also terrified to tell him how I feel.
Then I saw her kiss
you on those lips
that I wished I could taste.
Yeah, it hurt like a knife to the chest.
I always thought your smile was to die for,
just not like that.
that I wished I could taste.
Yeah, it hurt like a knife to the chest.
I always thought your smile was to die for,
just not like that.
