I usually feel all panicky and sad and sometimes i wake up in the
middle of the night and start crying. After a few days of this i
will pick up glass and do something i regret and then i feel empty
and no longer care and i try to distract myself with the
things i like and that works for a bit until the cycle starts again
Teens are told that high school is the easy part in life.
I now understand why Teen suicide rates are so high.
If High school is this awful, then they saw there was nothing to
live for in life.
My friend convinced me that I should go to guidance about this
one girl who was always mean to me. So I went. I told the
guidance counsler my story of everything the girl has ever done
to me. The responce I got was not at all what I expected. She
said "Oh, but she always seemed like a nice girl, she would
never do anything like that." She sent me out of her office.
And that was the worst feeling in the world, when the person who
is suppost to help you doesn't even care.