When I say I'm ugly or fat or I hate myself I'm not looking for
attention I really feel that way
I'm not looking for attention, I'm looking to be understood.
I didn't sit there and choose to be this way, it just happened.
To have to deal with the fact that most the people near and dear
to me think that I'm faking this kills me.
If they only knew I'd give anything
to wake up one day and
be rid of these demons,
I would.
