I once said that those who fall in oblivion can be
saved by those who are standing outside of it,
Little did I know my oblivion would be deep.
Intoxicating.
Its killing me,
My breath falls shorter for every minute that is spared,
This oblivion i've fallen in to is no ordinary nightmare,
Its my own memories and thoughts i've drowned myself in,
Those memories i had once forgotten
Those daunting thoughts which terrified me as a child,
Now come and stab me in the heart,
My river is of blood and tears i've left behind,
And I fell in to Oblivion,
A nightmare no one can help me out.