02:45am
I miss tea time
9pm will always
remind me of her.
i'm sorry
mel.
I miss tea time
9pm will always
remind me of her.
02:43am
i feel lost and i want
a giant redo.
can i go back to spring
when you wanted
to leave me for chris.
i would let you now.
i feel lost and i want
a giant redo.
can i go back to spring
when you wanted
to leave me for chris.
02:28am
Alex would say something to calm me down
no one will know me like he did.
Eli would distract me with a show or song
no one will make me smile like he did.
David would tell me shut up.
no one says it like him.
Alex would say something to calm me down
Eli would distract me with a show or song
David would tell me shut up.
02:24am
you pushed for so much
and when i can finally give it.
you stop pushing.
so i push
and you avoid.
you pushed for so much
and when i can finally give it.
you stop pushing.
so i push
and you avoid.
02:21am
I only knew them..
I don't know how to do this without them.
I only knew them..
I don't know how to do this without them.
02:19am
I wonder if i can ever forgive myself
I wonder if i can ever forgive myself
I don't even know who I am
anymore.
I just wanna die most days.
I just wanna die most days.
the goal is to win.
Not to look like you winning.
Not to look like you winning.
