Will we ever see the end?
My friends don't like that I like metal. They reckon it's
satanic and has no meaning. They call it rubbish and all that. I
know sometimes I play it out loud, but that's because I want to
express how cool I find a band or something and I want to show them
that metal isn't satanic or rubbish. But it's always:
"Turn that crap off, Julia!". I hate it.
Metal, to me, has more meaning than the things they listen to. One friend even asked 'Hey, do you find it offensive when we diss your music?'. She wasn't asking to see if it hurt me, she was asking to see if she could diss it. And I said 'Yeah, a little.'
Metal isn't satanic. It isn't rubbish. It doesn't have no meaning. I respect their music taste, yet when I listen to my music, it's always 'Julia's being emo again.'. This is also another thing I hate about going to an all girl school. I don't go around hating 1D, or 5SOS or anything like that. That's because I know people like them and it will hurt their feelings if I say anything. Yeah, if my friends say someone like, I don't know, Miley Cyrus was cool, I usually say 'She's not that great'. But that's all I say.
One of my friends asked me to make a playlist for one of my other friends, and I had assure them that it wasn't metal. I've told them a million times that I don't only listen to metal. And the friend who asked me to make the playlist was actually surprised with what I came up with. I know they don't like metal, so why would I put a ton of metal about love in there?
Coming home and listening to Bring Me The Horizon or Of Mice & Men is like an escape from reality. Oli and Austin are screaming for me when I'm screaming on the inside. I find it so hard to show my emotions to people. Sometimes it slips through the cracks and I just cry. My parents don't like that I listen to metal. They say my music sucks, when they haven't even taken the time to listen to it. I don't expect them to like it, I would just like for them to accept it.
These people, such as Austin or Oli or Chris, are my idols. They've had real issues. They've had to climb to the top without having a seat reserved for them when they finally got there. I love how these people express what they've been through or how they're feeling. It helps to feel like I'm not the only one, along with their many fans, that can relate.
Sorry for the rant.
Metal, to me, has more meaning than the things they listen to. One friend even asked 'Hey, do you find it offensive when we diss your music?'. She wasn't asking to see if it hurt me, she was asking to see if she could diss it. And I said 'Yeah, a little.'
Metal isn't satanic. It isn't rubbish. It doesn't have no meaning. I respect their music taste, yet when I listen to my music, it's always 'Julia's being emo again.'. This is also another thing I hate about going to an all girl school. I don't go around hating 1D, or 5SOS or anything like that. That's because I know people like them and it will hurt their feelings if I say anything. Yeah, if my friends say someone like, I don't know, Miley Cyrus was cool, I usually say 'She's not that great'. But that's all I say.
One of my friends asked me to make a playlist for one of my other friends, and I had assure them that it wasn't metal. I've told them a million times that I don't only listen to metal. And the friend who asked me to make the playlist was actually surprised with what I came up with. I know they don't like metal, so why would I put a ton of metal about love in there?
Coming home and listening to Bring Me The Horizon or Of Mice & Men is like an escape from reality. Oli and Austin are screaming for me when I'm screaming on the inside. I find it so hard to show my emotions to people. Sometimes it slips through the cracks and I just cry. My parents don't like that I listen to metal. They say my music sucks, when they haven't even taken the time to listen to it. I don't expect them to like it, I would just like for them to accept it.
These people, such as Austin or Oli or Chris, are my idols. They've had real issues. They've had to climb to the top without having a seat reserved for them when they finally got there. I love how these people express what they've been through or how they're feeling. It helps to feel like I'm not the only one, along with their many fans, that can relate.
Sorry for the rant.
Oli Sykes made
me love the tattoos.
You keep me on the edge of my seat
I bite my tounge so you can't hear me
I think in a world that's becoming increasingly more
depressing, music is playing a bigger role in more and more
people's lives.
I like pop music, don't get me wrong, for what it is, but it's disposable. People start looking for something meatier to sink their teeth in to.
Rock music is so much more than music, its a way of life.
The lyrics. The shows. The people.
And I think more and more people want to be part of that.
I like pop music, don't get me wrong, for what it is, but it's disposable. People start looking for something meatier to sink their teeth in to.
Rock music is so much more than music, its a way of life.
The lyrics. The shows. The people.
And I think more and more people want to be part of that.
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I'm scared to get close,
I'm scared to get close,
I hate being alone,
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get,
the lower I sink,
I can't drown my demons; they know how to swim.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get,
the lower I sink,
I can't drown my demons; they know how to swim.
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If I was lucky enough to
have met Oli Sykes I would of said:
"Thank you. Thank you so much for keeping me alive through the music that you make. Without you I wouldn't be living in this world today because you were the only one there to keep me strong, keep me happy, keep me alive. You are a true inspiration and I look up to as my hero. I love you so much and I can't thank you enough for saving my life."
"Thank you. Thank you so much for keeping me alive through the music that you make. Without you I wouldn't be living in this world today because you were the only one there to keep me strong, keep me happy, keep me alive. You are a true inspiration and I look up to as my hero. I love you so much and I can't thank you enough for saving my life."
Hey guys,
I thought you should know
that I love Oli Sykes
Most of you probably knew that.. so a pointless 'quote'
I thought you should know
that I love Oli Sykes
Most of you probably knew that.. so a pointless 'quote'
that little kiss you
stole
It held my heart and soul
And like a deer in the headlights I meet my fate
Don't try to fight the storm
You'll tumble overboard
Tides will bring me back to you
And on my deathbed, all I'll see is you
The life may leave my lungs
But my heart will stay with you
It held my heart and soul
And like a deer in the headlights I meet my fate
Don't try to fight the storm
You'll tumble overboard
Tides will bring me back to you
And on my deathbed, all I'll see is you
The life may leave my lungs
But my heart will stay with you
Imagine you had a really suckish
night and you woke up one morning and standing at the foot of your
bed is Oli Sykes. You sit up and you're all like
'WTF!'. Oli just smiles and says 'I know it's been
Suicide Season for you right now and you feel as if It Never Ends,
but hey smile for me now because look I've brought you the
horizon and I can promise you that you are not Sleepwalking, just
Don't Go because neither of us can do any of this on our
own..
