“
I miss the old
sadness. I miss the cries of breaking a leg. I miss the
feeling of not getting what you want,
the feeling of fighting with a friend, with a sibling. I
miss that sadness because this sadness, this
grief, makes everything
else feel small. I don’t know those feelings
anymore because the feeling of the loss of someone
you love…it’s unlike any sadness
I’ve felt before. I don’t want this
sadness, this sorrow. I miss the old
sadness.
”
(( E.M. ))
Biggest
texting
pet
peeve:
When they text you hello/start a conversation, you answer, and
they don't text back.
i'm watching shame because MICHAEL FASSBENDER DUH and i was
watching it sideways on my bed like the lazy fck i am but then i
realised that the opening sequence included him shirtless so i had
to sit up because hello dont waste a good view ok, but then like
ok, and it's literally not even a minute and thirty seconds in
and i've seen his pu,,,bic hair and i had to pause it
and come onto witty and write this meaningless quote because GDI IM
GRINNING AND I NEED A FRIEND HERE TO SLAP ME UPSIDE ON THE
HEAD AND THROW POPCORN AT MY TERRIBLE WAYS
fyi yes you are to young to watch shame, i am, we all are, it's a weapon of mass destruction ok BYE BYE i'll tell you how it is :) :)
fyi yes you are to young to watch shame, i am, we all are, it's a weapon of mass destruction ok BYE BYE i'll tell you how it is :) :)
Starlight.
The light from your eyes on a rainy night was enough to send chills down my spine and love through my already love struck heart. I couldn't even begin to fathom the love that I had inside for you. I wanted to scream it everywhere, but that would be selfish and rude to do so. I wanted to savour every moment we had together and cherish it forever. I wanted to lay on my deathbed and tell myself and the others around me that I had lived a happy and full life with you. I wanted to hold your hand as I went peacefully, if I were to every suffer, I wanted you to end it abruptly. I don't want to die and excruciating long death. Let it be over with, quickly. Oh dear, hold me, love me, tell me your deepest, darkest secrets and I will forever hold them in my heart, never to be cracked by anyone but you. At the end of the day, I want to say that the starlight I saw in your eyes, was the thing that made me first fall for you.
I just grabbed a sweater out of my closet. Something hit
my leg from the pocket, so I reached my hand in. I pulled out a
bag of Cocoa Puffs.
I think today is going to be a good day.
I think today is going to be a good day.
