All I want for Christmas is for you to be able to be
here, because without you I'm going to be miserable....I'm gonna
think myself into maudlin moods, and think back on memories that
always break me.....I'm gonna feel so blah and alone even while
being surrounded by my loving family......and I could go on more
about how I'll feel, and what I'll think and everything.....but I
don't want to bore you, or worry you too much.