have you ever wondered
if everyone is going through
the same thing as you?
Or if they’ve already been through it
or maybe they haven’t yet , but they will soon.
Because the truth is, we’ve all been in that place.
We may call it different names,
we may think we’re the only ones
but we’re not.
But i just hope for the next person
who’s going through it
has someone there to help them along the way,
because I don’t think I’d want someone else
to go through the things like me and other people
have been through.
Sometimes some people deserve better,
and the people who hurt them
deserve what's
coming...
i
felt something
catch in
my throat,
a sudden surge of sadness
that caught me unaware.
It almost managed to take my breath away.
That was the thing;
you never got used to
it.
You never got used to the idea
of someone being gone.
Just when you think it’s okay,
and you think you’ve accepted it,
someone points it out to you,
and it hits you all over again,
and it’s just as shocking
as the first time...
The most painful thing to see
is someone pretending that they’re
okay,
when you actually know that they aren’t.
It like you can always see so much pain in them
and when you just try to ignore them,
you get to feel what they actually are experiencing
in that moment.
The moment you realize,
you’re suffering
more.
To lose someone
you love
is to alter
your life forever.
You don’t get over it because ‘it’ is the
person you loved.
The pain stops, there are new people,
but the gap never closes.
How could it?
The particularness of someone
who mattered enough to grieve over
is not made anodyne by death.
This hole in my heart is in the shape of you
and no-one else can fit it.
W hy would I
want them
to?