repeat
after
me: I
am a
f*cking
awesome
person
who
has dealt
with
so much
$hit
and I
have made
it through
it all
and am
still
cute
af and
smart
and funny
and
nice and
intelligent
and I
kick
a$$
You are enough.
Sadness
is natural.
Crying
is normal.
Being
not okay
is okay.
Humans
get
sad
sometimes
and
it's
okay.
It's
expecting
too
much
of yourself
to believe
you should
be happy
all
the time.
Just
don't
let
it consume
you.
It's okay to feel sad, it's okay to cry and ask
for help. Better times are on their way.
To any
one
with
suicidal
thoughts
this
year,
thank you for sticking around.
I'm
glad
you're
here.
Be gentle with your
self.
You're doing the best you can.
You're doing the best you can.
I suffer
from anorexia,
suicidal
thoughts,
depression,
anxiety,
chronically low self
esteem,
night
terrors, and
PTSD.
I've got a lot going on in my head, mostly things that went
wrong. And I need you to know
that It gets
better. I've reached
the lows,
I've been there, it really sucks, really sucks,
but it'll be
okay. I know its hard to believe, I
remember what its like to be there and I remember what it feels
like. I know you feel like its untrue and like I dont know what
I'm talking about but I've been there
and I promise it gets
better. One day you'll look back and
be happy
you made it. Im still recovering,
It's got its ups and downs, but
it's better, its worth
it. I can eat again, I can sleep, I can
look in the mirror. and you will be able to too. You can make it. I
believe in you. and I'm here
anytime
if you need someone. Be safe, Please,
and don't give up.
Anorexia is not a diet, it's not
a fad, it's not something to
encourage.
But my love; your suffering, it's not a death sentence
either.
What
pro ana girls on tumblr think anorexia is: thigh gaps,
collar bones, looking like a delicate ballerina, wearing short
skirts and crop tops, being hipster, smoking to dull hunger pains,
never eating a thing, and somehow remaining delicate and pretty,
apparently people who are pro-ana think anorexic people live on
water and air.....
What anorexia actually is: insomnia, depression, suicidal thoughts, hunger pains that never go away, dull eyes, hair falling out, bones breaking, nails breaking, skin drying out, hating the way your body looks, when you starve, you are miserable, when you eat you are miserable, no matter how thin you get, you are disgusted by your body (in fact, the lower your weight drops, the more you grow to hate yourself) hiding your body in sweaters and baggy clothes, heart palpitations, kidney failure, getting shouted at by parents, crying in your sleep, getting left out of social situations, losing friends, getting treated like you are damaged goods-how can people glamourize anorexia?
What anorexia actually is: insomnia, depression, suicidal thoughts, hunger pains that never go away, dull eyes, hair falling out, bones breaking, nails breaking, skin drying out, hating the way your body looks, when you starve, you are miserable, when you eat you are miserable, no matter how thin you get, you are disgusted by your body (in fact, the lower your weight drops, the more you grow to hate yourself) hiding your body in sweaters and baggy clothes, heart palpitations, kidney failure, getting shouted at by parents, crying in your sleep, getting left out of social situations, losing friends, getting treated like you are damaged goods-how can people glamourize anorexia?
Them: How come you aren't eating?
Me: Ana told me not to.
Them: Who's Ana?
Me: A person you never want to meet.
nmq
Me: Ana told me not to.
Them: Who's Ana?
Me: A person you never want to meet.
nmq
