so, where I live people just love to illegally ride 4 wheelers on
the road. they always stir up my dogs and drive back and forth and
refuse to stop when we try to get them. today, my puppy that wasnt
even a year old, got hit and died. he's usually very good at not
going down to the road. except when it comes to people riding 4
wheelers ILLEGALLY. it's loud and they usually go slow enough to
alarm the dogs and they start to chase. i feel like such crap. i
wanted them to be put in the pen but everyone refuses to do so. and
i havent spent much time with him since he was born- and even when
i have, it always consisted of him and his brother playing on my
bed around me. especially lately because of work. and now i have
his brother and im going to spend more time with him. and that
makes me feel worse because Pi would have loved more time with me.
he would have loved to sleep in my bed with me more. he was so
loving. and i didnt really do that with him because he had his
brother and they were always playing outside and i was always
working or sleeping. all i can think of is his sad puppy eyes
looking at me from outside the door, wanting me to come play or him
to come inside to play and its breaking my heart. i didnt deserve
him.