where if you look at me
strangely or don't look at me
at all
tell me to stop talking or
don't talk to me
at all
ignore my text or call
whether what you did was
an accident or you don't
even realise
you did anything
at all
It will change my mood for
the whole day and my mind will be
corrupted for the whole night
Yes, I have changed.
I'm not as nice as I used to be,
because i don't want to get used or
walked over.
I don't trust anyone and tell them my secrets,
because behind every fake smile is a backstabber.
I distance myself from people because in the end,
they're only going to leave.
I have changed because i have realised that i'm the only person
I can depend on.
&& I
wonder...
i wonder if you ever stay away,
thinking about me.
I wonder if you ever dream about me.
I wonder if you ever hear a song and think of
me.
I wonder if you ever catch yourself smiling because of
me.
I wonder if you ever think about the good memories with
me.
I wonder if you ever miss me.
I wonder if you ever regret what you did to me.
I wonder if you ever fight the urge to text me.
I wonder if you ever wonder what could've happened with
me.
I wonder if you realize how much you love
me.
I wonder if you ever see me
&& think,
"Damn, why'd I let her
go?"
♥
checkng her phone every few minutes, praying he will text her, knowing he
'Why can't I let him go?'♥
checking his cell phone in his pocket when it goes off, texting the new girl. Suddenly, she texts him something that reminds him of her... His old her. The girl he was madly in love. The girl that scared him so much to actually let her in and fall in love.
'Why did I let her go?'♥
Sometimes when you realise
that you have to let something go, the hardest part is watching them walk away once it's done.
