Before you fall in love with me know
that:
Each morning I wake is followed by a cup of hot tea,
That at times I lose all movtivation and just want to nap
I get clingy but when I want to be alone,
don't mistake it as me being angry.
I don't love myself but I will love you endlessly,
I stay up late but hate when my overthinking rolls in.
One moment I can be happy,
the next I can have a break down.
I have panic attacks and cry too hard,
but really I just want you to hold me.
I tend to take things a bit too personal,
and apologize even though I know its not my fault.
I talk talk in my sleep and tend to have night terrors,
I don't mean to push you away, so please take it that
way,
I fall too hard, and don't trust easy,
I get a bit too playful, but then my mood drops,
when I say I'm okay, I always second guess it,
I want to be alone, but feel awful when I'm lonely.
I always need time to think about things first,
sometimes I don't feel like talking,
but after every night I will care more for you than before.