i do not care about you. i am 100% over you. i love another
boy.
or am i?
yes, i am.
now stop questioning your feelings.
he doesnt want you.
the other boy does.
the other boy wasnt touching you like how he was.
you havent known the other boy since you were 9.
the other boy isnt as nice.
the other boy hates you.
you lost your chance.
he thinks youre annoying and clingy.
he doesn't care about you
or me
or the rest of us.
you only need the other boy.
and us.
you need us.
you should go after the other boy.
the one who hates you.
why would i do that?
he's still one of my best friends.
he does love me.
doesnt he?
little girl
we'll make him love you
or he dies.
-my schziophrenic diary.
july 12th 2014, 1:03 am est
italics are the voices in my head
non-italics is just me thinking
or am i?
yes, i am.
now stop questioning your feelings.
he doesnt want you.
the other boy does.
the other boy wasnt touching you like how he was.
you havent known the other boy since you were 9.
the other boy isnt as nice.
the other boy hates you.
you lost your chance.
he thinks youre annoying and clingy.
he doesn't care about you
or me
or the rest of us.
you only need the other boy.
and us.
you need us.
you should go after the other boy.
the one who hates you.
why would i do that?
he's still one of my best friends.
he does love me.
doesnt he?
little girl
we'll make him love you
or he dies.
-my schziophrenic diary.
july 12th 2014, 1:03 am est
italics are the voices in my head
non-italics is just me thinking
my relationship with sally
i've seen this girl named sally
she's pretty, tall and thin.
she has the blackest hair i've ever seen but the saddest eyes with no shine of glee.
i met this girl named sally she introduced herself today.
she seems so nice and kind but a little bit insane.
but i think i'll let her stay.
i know this girl named sally.
she tells me all of these stories.
she knows so many people
and been to so many places
she seems so cool and popular.
she promised to help me be just like her.
i'm friends with a girl named sally.
i'm starting to have more than one voice in my head.
i think it's just sally teaching me her ways.
she'll only be in my head for a little while, guiding me.
i'm best friends with a girl named sally.
she promised to never leave.
she's so smart and full of advice.
i've been seeing and hearing of alot of things.
i've been thinking in a brand new way!
i'm scared of a girl named sally.
she's wont leave my head.
i've realized these places are halluicnations
and these voices are all in my head.
i think sally wants me dead.
i hate this girl named sally.
she turned my head into a jail.
if only someone could rip her out of my head.
cause she locked me in s cell so i can't tell.
these voices are tearing me apart.
these hallucinations kidnapped me.
my worst enemy is this girl named sally.
she's a
demon
monster
killer
that's in my head.
she sucked up all my happiness.
every joyful memory i've ever had.
she seemed so nice at first
but good god i was mislead.
i'm a slave to this girl named sally.
i'm the one who has to deal with the scary voices.
the one who has to see these morbid hallucinations
while she screams with laughter and taunts me with this pain.
my murderer is named sally.
she killed me with her horrid halluicnations of blood and death.
she ruined me with her other slaves voices that told me to kill myself.
she's the reason why i'm not brave.
she's the one who dug up my grave.
sally is my mental illness.
my mental illness is called schizophrenia.
she's pretty, tall and thin.
she has the blackest hair i've ever seen but the saddest eyes with no shine of glee.
i met this girl named sally she introduced herself today.
she seems so nice and kind but a little bit insane.
but i think i'll let her stay.
i know this girl named sally.
she tells me all of these stories.
she knows so many people
and been to so many places
she seems so cool and popular.
she promised to help me be just like her.
i'm friends with a girl named sally.
i'm starting to have more than one voice in my head.
i think it's just sally teaching me her ways.
she'll only be in my head for a little while, guiding me.
i'm best friends with a girl named sally.
she promised to never leave.
she's so smart and full of advice.
i've been seeing and hearing of alot of things.
i've been thinking in a brand new way!
i'm scared of a girl named sally.
she's wont leave my head.
i've realized these places are halluicnations
and these voices are all in my head.
i think sally wants me dead.
i hate this girl named sally.
she turned my head into a jail.
if only someone could rip her out of my head.
cause she locked me in s cell so i can't tell.
these voices are tearing me apart.
these hallucinations kidnapped me.
my worst enemy is this girl named sally.
she's a
demon
monster
killer
that's in my head.
she sucked up all my happiness.
every joyful memory i've ever had.
she seemed so nice at first
but good god i was mislead.
i'm a slave to this girl named sally.
i'm the one who has to deal with the scary voices.
the one who has to see these morbid hallucinations
while she screams with laughter and taunts me with this pain.
my murderer is named sally.
she killed me with her horrid halluicnations of blood and death.
she ruined me with her other slaves voices that told me to kill myself.
she's the reason why i'm not brave.
she's the one who dug up my grave.
sally is my mental illness.
my mental illness is called schizophrenia.
Got depression? Bipolar?
Autism? OCD? Schizophrenia?
Don't let it ever get you down. You can move past it, just like these people did:
Ben Stiller - bipolar
Einstein - OCD, autism, depression
Jim Carrey - depression
Billy Joel - depression, alcoholism
John Nash - schizophrenia
Carrie Fisher - depression, manic depressive
Axl Rose - bipolar
David Beckham - very strong OCD
Virginia Woolf - bipolar
Michelangelo - autism, OCD
Leonardo DiCaprio - OCD
These people all dealt and overcame. So can you. Go be the next Kurt Cobain - who had bipolar depression - or the next Drew Carey - who had depression - or even the next Justin Timberlake - OCD and ADD.
Go out there. And just be you.
Don't let it ever get you down. You can move past it, just like these people did:
Ben Stiller - bipolar
Einstein - OCD, autism, depression
Jim Carrey - depression
Billy Joel - depression, alcoholism
John Nash - schizophrenia
Carrie Fisher - depression, manic depressive
Axl Rose - bipolar
David Beckham - very strong OCD
Virginia Woolf - bipolar
Michelangelo - autism, OCD
Leonardo DiCaprio - OCD
These people all dealt and overcame. So can you. Go be the next Kurt Cobain - who had bipolar depression - or the next Drew Carey - who had depression - or even the next Justin Timberlake - OCD and ADD.
Go out there. And just be you.
I think that mental illnesses (ie: depression, anxiety, bipolar,
etc..)
aren't taken seriously because people fake them to be 'cool' no, ok, no. Hearing things and seeing things isn't cool. Only being able to feel extreme emotions isn't cool. Not being able to leave your house most of the time isn't cool. It's terrible, and if you fake any illness then you're a fùcking terrible human being.
aren't taken seriously because people fake them to be 'cool' no, ok, no. Hearing things and seeing things isn't cool. Only being able to feel extreme emotions isn't cool. Not being able to leave your house most of the time isn't cool. It's terrible, and if you fake any illness then you're a fùcking terrible human being.
When I was little I learned what schizophrenia was from TV
and for a while I was really afraid because I thought I had it since I
always heard my own voice in my head so I finally told a doctor and
he infromed me that what I was experiencing was called thinking.
when i was little i learned what schizophrenia was
from a TV show and for a while i was afraid because i thought i had it since i aways heard my own voice in my head so finally i tole a doctor and he told me what i experienced was called thinking.
from a TV show and for a while i was afraid because i thought i had it since i aways heard my own voice in my head so finally i tole a doctor and he told me what i experienced was called thinking.
You are more
than your diagnosis.
than your diagnosis.
