In this post I would like
to address a couple of things, and own up to them.
Lately I have become a different person, someone I am not too proud
I have made some very bad decisions that have impacted not only my
but others' lives as well. I have become the person I always
said I wouldn't become,
the person I promised others I was nothing like. I have become the
I always listen to people vent about, and the person I tell others
to stay away from.
There really are no excuses for the way I have been treating
others, and trust me
I have gotten my fair share of "but Kayleigh I thought you
were different, but you're just like everyone else."
I am sorry, I truly am. I make mistakes, everyone makes mistakes.
It just so happens that mine hurt
the closest people to me, and the only people who were truly there
for me. Not forgetting some wonderful
people I had gotten the opportunity to meet. So yeah, I made
mistakes, but I learned from it and I am
going to take this as a chance to learn and better myself, and
hopefully return to the girl I once was
The thing is, I am not perfect. I feel as though once everyone
realized I wasn't perfect, they stopped caring.
All in all this quote is not a plea for sympathy or pity, but an
apology. An apology to the ones that I have hurt.
I am sorry for breaking your trust and wasting your time. I am
sorry for letting you down and not being
as good a friend to you as you were to me. I am sorry for breaking
hearts and hurting feelings. and I am sorry to everyone I hurt
along the way.
I hope someday you guys can find it in your hearts to forgive me,
but for now, this is the best I can do.
Bring me back.