we were together for what
felt
like eternity
the laughs and rolls on the floor
that always ended
with me in your arms
I gave you so much
you did the same
our jam sessions on your lawn
me on guitar and
you were just you
trying
the dirty hair
that i loved to twine between
my fingers
that you'd run yours over
the way youd wake me up
with your hands over every
curve of my body
we'd rarely kiss
you'd rather hold hands
"it's more intimate"
you said
to feel my hand
like you had noting else
and hold onto it like it meant the world
it did
your tired bones grew next
to mine
for two years
i remember
people said "he's the one"
mom loved you
yours loved me
you asked me the question
i just smiled
bit my lip
i was scared and young
so young
and there you went
picked up all of the memories
that were etched into my being
and ran
so far
You're gone now
and I wonder if you think
about me as often as I do
you
like eternity
the laughs and rolls on the floor
that always ended
with me in your arms
I gave you so much
you did the same
our jam sessions on your lawn
me on guitar and
you were just you
trying
the dirty hair
that i loved to twine between
my fingers
that you'd run yours over
the way youd wake me up
with your hands over every
curve of my body
we'd rarely kiss
you'd rather hold hands
"it's more intimate"
you said
to feel my hand
like you had noting else
and hold onto it like it meant the world
it did
your tired bones grew next
to mine
for two years
i remember
people said "he's the one"
mom loved you
yours loved me
you asked me the question
i just smiled
bit my lip
i was scared and young
so young
and there you went
picked up all of the memories
that were etched into my being
and ran
so far
You're gone now
and I wonder if you think
about me as often as I do
you
Dear
Father,
You might have RUINED my past.
&
SCREWED UP my present,
But I won't let you TOUCH my future.
I've always done fairly well without trying but I finally know how
it feels to try really hard and fail: To be doing your best and
still be a disappointment.
[] Kissed someone before dating
[x] Gotten a phone taken away at school
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum
[] Gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far:2
[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] Turned at least 2 projects in late
[x] Missed school just because you felt like it
[ ]Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 6
[x] Got your mom, dad, SISTER etc to get you out of school
[x] Text people during class
[x] Passed notes
[x] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 11
[x] Took pictures during school hours
[x] Called someone during school hours
[x] Listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
Total so far:14
[ ] Threw something at the teacher
[ x] Went outside the classroom without permission
[ x] Broke the dress code
[] Failed a class
[x] Ate food during class
Total so far: 17
[ ] Been called the worst student
[x ] Punished on a school trip because you behaved badly
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[x] Given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
Total so far: 20
[x] Faked your parents signature
[ x] Slept in class
[x] Cursed at a teacher behind their back
[x] Copied homework
[ ] Got in trouble with the principal/vice principal/dean
[x] Thrown food in the lunch room
Total so far: 25
Multiply by 3 for a total.
Post as "I have screwed up _75%_ of my teenage life."
[x] Gotten a phone taken away at school
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum
[] Gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far:2
[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] Turned at least 2 projects in late
[x] Missed school just because you felt like it
[ ]Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 6
[x] Got your mom, dad, SISTER etc to get you out of school
[x] Text people during class
[x] Passed notes
[x] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 11
[x] Took pictures during school hours
[x] Called someone during school hours
[x] Listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
Total so far:14
[ ] Threw something at the teacher
[ x] Went outside the classroom without permission
[ x] Broke the dress code
[] Failed a class
[x] Ate food during class
Total so far: 17
[ ] Been called the worst student
[x ] Punished on a school trip because you behaved badly
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[x] Given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
Total so far: 20
[x] Faked your parents signature
[ x] Slept in class
[x] Cursed at a teacher behind their back
[x] Copied homework
[ ] Got in trouble with the principal/vice principal/dean
[x] Thrown food in the lunch room
Total so far: 25
Multiply by 3 for a total.
Post as "I have screwed up _75%_ of my teenage life."
Just
when I thought everything was perfect...
Something gets screwed up.
Something gets screwed up.
honestly i swear all i do with my life now days is get drunk &
high. what the hell happened to making a pledge back in like
fifth grade to never doing that
“Women always put men first. That's how everything got so screwed up.”
- Janet Fitch, White Oleander
I'm more screwed up than people think.
the way your stomach
d r o p s
when you know you really
s c r e w e d u p
d r o p s
when you know you really
s c r e w e d u p
