I lay awake every night thinking of how I'm not good
enough. I think of every little detail I see when I look in the
mirror. I think of how I will never have the best grades no
matter how hard I work. I think about how I always say the
wrong thing at the wrong time. Of how I will probably amount to
nothing and will be another lost name in history. I think of
how fat I am and need to loose weight. I think about how much
prettier I could be, and every reason why I'm not. I think
of much my family hates me and how I have no true friends. I
think of how alone in life I am and how there has to be a
reason for it. I mentally beat myself up all night every night
until I fall asleep.
But I'm sorry I think too highly of myself. Don't
worry I'll just add it too the list.