Not in the Best Shape.
Losing is a matter of unevitable
oblivion. Tremendous losses not only break you, but they shape you.
Grief not only changes you, but it reveals you. It reveals you in
the most raw ways any human can ever possibly be. The true emotion
is peeling open. Perspectives change, in every branch of your life.
Sympathy is not only the worst comfort, but simple haiku advice
such as "things will get better" or "keep your head
up" loses its meanings. Love found me, but I did not want to
find it.