You swear, you lie, you joke
Each word a dagger to my heart
You dance dirty, my heart just broke
Shattered like my hopes as they depart
The
shattering of a heart when
being BROKENis the loudest
quiet ever....
Have you ever felt alone? Have you ever felt sad? Have you ever
felt worthless? Have you ever felt unloved? Have you ever felt
insecure? Have you ever felt like dying? Have you ever felt that no
one likes you that your stuck? I'm going to tell you something and
listen to me very CLOSELY I love every single one of you Your so
inspiring Your So beautiful so talented I'm speaking to everyone
you are SO BEAUTIFUL !!! it's unbelievable i'm going to tell you
something YOU ARE YOU AND YOU MATTER every single one of you
In
a way, I
need a change
From this burnout scene
Another time, another town, another everything
But it's always back to you
Stumble out in the night
From the pouring rain
Made the block, sat and thought
There's more I need
It's always back to you
From this burnout scene
Another time, another town, another everything
But it's always back to you
Stumble out in the night
From the pouring rain
Made the block, sat and thought
There's more I need
It's always back to you
How
many
times
can
I break
til
I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
Picking up the pieces
Cutting myself on all of
them
Over and over again
Trying to stay sane
Just hoping that I bleed
to death
Before I shatter once
again
And am impossible to
put back
Together again
How can i Stay by you as a Friend, When i want you as a Future? How
can i Look at you, Without Seeing what i drept of for over a year?
How can i See the future i wanted, And not cry because i can't
have it? You Expect me to stand by you as a friend, When You
promised to stand by me as my soulmate.. You say i lied to you,
That i betrayed you.. But perhaps you should look at the sitation
from my point of view.. I waited and i longed and i gave up so much
to make you happy, And in the end you decide im not good enough to
be with you forever, To have a family and to share the world with,
But instead, Im supposed to sit on the sideline and watch you be
happy wiht someone else, And listen to you talk about them, And
watch the two of you grow up, having the life i will always have..
I am sorry, But i can not do that to myself.. It is not fair to try
to guilt me into that..
