Sometimes my brain forgets what sleep
is, and it just keeps going and going and going and going on and
on and on and on and on and on
6:30: wake up to talk to you till you have to go and today you left
8:15 so i guess i'm sleeping that time then
8:15 (ig): sleep.
10:40: wake up and talk however long
CONTINUED FLIPPITY FLIP FLIP FLOP FLOP
8:15 (ig): sleep.
10:40: wake up and talk however long
CONTINUED FLIPPITY FLIP FLIP FLOP FLOP
The way
you clutch me
close within your grip
and rest your head atop mine.
The way you trap me
and make sure I won't leave
by throwing your leg over my body
pulling me in firmly.
The way I get up earlier than you
and try to quietly crawl
out of bed not to wake you,
yet you still wake and
I find myself being pulled by you
right back into bed,
into your tight clutch once again.
The way you wake up and look at how I'm fully dressed, and still you open your arms wide beckoning for me
to come lay with you.
close within your grip
and rest your head atop mine.
The way you trap me
and make sure I won't leave
by throwing your leg over my body
pulling me in firmly.
The way I get up earlier than you
and try to quietly crawl
out of bed not to wake you,
yet you still wake and
I find myself being pulled by you
right back into bed,
into your tight clutch once again.
The way you wake up and look at how I'm fully dressed, and still you open your arms wide beckoning for me
to come lay with you.
I hate
it when
I know
there's
a creepy
bug
somewhere
in my
room
when
I'm
trying
to sleep.
~Staying
up way
too
late
on Witty
because
I can't
sleep.
__________•_________
There's a gap in my heart
That can't be filled.
There's a monster in my head
That won't be killed.
There's a ache in my throat
That won't go away.
There's a burning in my lungs
That wants to stay.
I keep it inside,
Save for when I sleep,
Cause when I close my eyes
The demons will creep.
__________•_________
There's a gap in my heart
That can't be filled.
There's a monster in my head
That won't be killed.
There's a ache in my throat
That won't go away.
There's a burning in my lungs
That wants to stay.
I keep it inside,
Save for when I sleep,
Cause when I close my eyes
The demons will creep.
__________•_________
my head hurts whenever i blink. images of you flash
before my eyes. and i'm afraid that when i sleep, i will dream
of us. and when i wake, tears will be in my eyes as i remember it
was fake.
i can't sleep because i have dreams of you. they give me
happiness until i remember that you left me and you don't deserve
my dreams anymore.
i need sleep
but i need
you more
but i need
you more
