Someone once said to
me, "You post a lot of pictures of yourself,
but you also always post depressing stuff and always seem sad.
It's like you love yourself, but at the same time you hate yourself."
And I can't even begin to explain how accurate this comment is.
but you also always post depressing stuff and always seem sad.
It's like you love yourself, but at the same time you hate yourself."
And I can't even begin to explain how accurate this comment is.
Theres
always
going
to be
someone
better
than
you,
You just have to find that one person who doesn't care.
You just have to find that one person who doesn't care.
My hobbies include
trying to close the elevator door before someone else gets in.
trying to close the elevator door before someone else gets in.
Don't you hate it when you offer someone food
and they say yes.
You don't know what went on in the rest of my life.
At home.
Even at school.
You don't know what goes on in anyone's life but your own.
And when you mess with one part of a person's life,
you're not messing with just that part.
Unfortunately, you can't be that precise and selective.
When you mess with one part of a person's life,
you're messing with their entire life.
"A mind may appreciate anyone, but it
takes only heart to respect someone and that’s applicable
to everyone
and so
trust, none
could ever honestly deny the fact that the
heart is better than the
mind."~Anuj
Somany
You never know
when you're
going to meet
someone.
And your whole wide
world comes
undone.
-Chris Daughtry
-Chris Daughtry
I need help.
I have made some mistakes with a boy that I love and I may have lost him.. but at the same time, I think he is coming back.
For 8 months this boy and I were off and on. The first time we dated, I got scared because of my past and dumped him. Well, that put him in a mental hospital, when he got out, we started dating again because I honestly went crazy without him there. I am not sur ehow things ended so badly that time but they did but he and I have never done well without each other... He is also my best friend in whole world... but I wanted him back so bad. He started telling me that he was hanging out with this girl that I HATE a lot and then they kissed. I was heart broken. He told me not to think anything of it and that he wanted me not her. I told him I wasn't ready yet. I was really jealous. Then I thought about it and I really wanted to be with him, the night before I decided that he fooled around with this girl. I still took him back.. And then we were REALLLLLLY good, besides the fact that she was ALWAYS around him when I wasn't. One night, he went on a date with this girl, they said it wasn't a date but everyone else I asked said it was a date, and then he started calling it a date. He didn't ask me if I was comfortable with it or not or anything. So my exboyfriend had rented a hotel to get me away from all the stress (he and I had been talking a lot about this.) well, I ended up having s.ex with him out anger and betrayal. Well, we sort of stayed together, and then he fooled around with this girl again. I was waiting for him to tell me and then I told him I needed a break for a bit. I took three days to get mentally better so when I came back, we could try again and be completely set because I was going to be better.
Now, I have to beg him to talk to me. He seems so out of reach, yet there is that bit of hope that keeps me around because I know I still make smile and laugh. And we can still talk none stop without noticing. I just love him so much. I don't know what to do! HOW DO I GET HIM TO LET ME PROVE TO HIM THAT I HAVE CHANGED??? </3 I love him. In love with him.
I have made some mistakes with a boy that I love and I may have lost him.. but at the same time, I think he is coming back.
For 8 months this boy and I were off and on. The first time we dated, I got scared because of my past and dumped him. Well, that put him in a mental hospital, when he got out, we started dating again because I honestly went crazy without him there. I am not sur ehow things ended so badly that time but they did but he and I have never done well without each other... He is also my best friend in whole world... but I wanted him back so bad. He started telling me that he was hanging out with this girl that I HATE a lot and then they kissed. I was heart broken. He told me not to think anything of it and that he wanted me not her. I told him I wasn't ready yet. I was really jealous. Then I thought about it and I really wanted to be with him, the night before I decided that he fooled around with this girl. I still took him back.. And then we were REALLLLLLY good, besides the fact that she was ALWAYS around him when I wasn't. One night, he went on a date with this girl, they said it wasn't a date but everyone else I asked said it was a date, and then he started calling it a date. He didn't ask me if I was comfortable with it or not or anything. So my exboyfriend had rented a hotel to get me away from all the stress (he and I had been talking a lot about this.) well, I ended up having s.ex with him out anger and betrayal. Well, we sort of stayed together, and then he fooled around with this girl again. I was waiting for him to tell me and then I told him I needed a break for a bit. I took three days to get mentally better so when I came back, we could try again and be completely set because I was going to be better.
Now, I have to beg him to talk to me. He seems so out of reach, yet there is that bit of hope that keeps me around because I know I still make smile and laugh. And we can still talk none stop without noticing. I just love him so much. I don't know what to do! HOW DO I GET HIM TO LET ME PROVE TO HIM THAT I HAVE CHANGED??? </3 I love him. In love with him.
