Is anyone else
completely terrified
by the concept that
you could, someday, meet someone
who actually genuinely wants to spend
the rest of their life in love
with
you?
ugh
you know that feeling where you want someone SO BAD like not
evenin a sexual way like you
just want to touch their skin and hug them and
feeltheir warmth and smell
their scent and feel how soft their hair is and
lookinto their eyes and hear
their voice and soak in their presence like
it’sphysically impossible to
have them by your side but you need it so bad
likeyou just want them to be
yours you want them physically there for
you
my biggest fear
is someone asking me out as a joke and i say yes
like i have literallyhad this thought at the
back of my mind since like 2nd grade and i am
terrified
Isn’t it strange?
There are so many people out there who secretly
lovesomeone. And there are so
many people out there who have no idea
thatsomeone secretly loves
them
the worst is having a dream where someone loves
you and you canpractically
feel them touching you and it feels so real and then you
wakeup and it’s like
the life is being sucked out of you and the happiness justdrains out of your body and you feel
empty again
do you ever have those moments where even if
you’re not romanticallyinvolved with someone, you see someone else
start talking to them andyou
just kinda wanna hiss and throws things at them because f-ck you
that’s my person get your own