You're nothing but trouble
We were just two kids, it was way too soon,
We didn't realize what we had to lose.
We know better now.
We were just two kids, it was way too soon,
We didn't realize what we had to lose.
We know better now.
You promised you will come again and I'm still waiting after all these years...
SOON.
jared leto SOON.
I miss you so much.
I hate this.
I hate how we lie to
ourselves and say that we can be together soon. Two years
isn't soon, it's no where close. Over one thousand days of
being over many miles apart... it's going to
kill me. It is killing me. I miss you. I
want to hold your hand, hug you
tightly, kiss you, and goof off with you. I want
to go to things with you, I want to be able to celebrate
anniversaries. I want to see you and I mean
actually see you. Not just looking at a computer screen as we
Skype. I hate this and how we then say
we'll be together soon. But at the same time, thinking I'll be
able to be with you soon is the only thing keeping me from going
crazy.
My friend is going to be okay!
About a month ago i found out my friend tried to kill himself by shooting himself in the face. He was rushed to the hospital and is still there, his face looks alot diffrent but that isnt the point. I chose not to go and see him because i would probably start to cry uncontrolably the second i saw him. His other friend *my bestfriend* went instead. The doctors said he has tried to pull the plug many times on the things he is hooked up to. They said that he crys almost every day because he says he looks like a monster, but he is far from that. He will stay in the hospital for a while but will be okay. He can now read write talk and move. I wrote him a letter and my friend gave it to him, im super glad he is going to be okay <33333333333
Get well soon Brandon
*the only thing is only about 5 people at school knows what happened and every knows i know and they keep coming up to me and asking, and i just say i would rather not talk about it and the other day people were yelling at me because i wouldnt tell them, i thought that was very rude just saying
*i know nobody is actually reading this, i just feel better typing it out instead of keeping it bottled inside
About a month ago i found out my friend tried to kill himself by shooting himself in the face. He was rushed to the hospital and is still there, his face looks alot diffrent but that isnt the point. I chose not to go and see him because i would probably start to cry uncontrolably the second i saw him. His other friend *my bestfriend* went instead. The doctors said he has tried to pull the plug many times on the things he is hooked up to. They said that he crys almost every day because he says he looks like a monster, but he is far from that. He will stay in the hospital for a while but will be okay. He can now read write talk and move. I wrote him a letter and my friend gave it to him, im super glad he is going to be okay <33333333333
Get well soon Brandon
*the only thing is only about 5 people at school knows what happened and every knows i know and they keep coming up to me and asking, and i just say i would rather not talk about it and the other day people were yelling at me because i wouldnt tell them, i thought that was very rude just saying
*i know nobody is actually reading this, i just feel better typing it out instead of keeping it bottled inside
I'll soon be tucked away underneath your bed.
Where you gave yourself to me, where I gave myself to you.
Maybe it's all for the best, but I just don't see any good in this.
